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Trapped in Anorexia
So, I've really done it this time. My friends and family have warned me for almost a year about my eating habits. I'm 5'6 and weigh 78 pounds. I compulsively exercised, every day for 5 years, and within the past 2 months, I was having 3000 calorie deficits, and was eating only ~300-800 calories. I've spent the past 20 days…
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Personal post...Need Advice.
I have an addiction….to productivity, to movement. I have to constantly be moving, doing something, anything, just to feel useful. I can’t relax, I feel overwhelmingly guilty, too guilty to be living. Just sitting and relaxing flames me with frustration; I want to thrash around, cry, throw a tantrum. It deteriorates me…
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Intro and Advice
Hello everyone, my name is Emma. I have been on MFP for 4 years now and have lost 35 pounds! The thing is, that now I sort of have gained an obsession with controlling my calories. During the day, my mind is used to not craving to eat anything, it's a source of power like, "Yes, I did it!" back when my goal was to lose…
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Binging..Please Help?
Hey, I really need advice/support, please. My binging has been getting so out of control; I become mentally drained and devastated for wasting hours of my day succumbing to a night binge, then oppressed by the guilt of resorting to throw the binge up. I'm a recovering anorexic/bulimic, and I cut out bulimia completely for…
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Hip/Butt Size and Tips?
Okay, so I would like some input on butt/hip size, because lately I've just been so self-conscious about this that it's driving me insane :frown: I'd also like to know others' measurements, because I've been researching average measurements, and it seems that mine is...well, let's just say unfavorable :embarassed: I am a…
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Yet Another Metabolism Issue?
Hi, I'm new here, but I've been reading tons of forum posts by everyone on this community about how to lose weight, especially after prolonged issues of ED and caloric deficits. I've been trying many things, but I'm getting extremely desperate now, so I could use some more help and motivation, I guess. I fell into anorexia…
