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Halfway to goal/75 lb lost!
This weekend I reached 75 lb lost! Since I'm not totally sure what my end goal will be and I'm now more than halfway to a healthy BMI I'm going to count it. Close enough, right? ;) .. In the first picture (Easter 2011) I was approximately 290 lb. I started my weight loss journey the next month. The second and third…
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Smoking dreams... Anyone else?
Has anyone else experienced dreams in which they were smoking? I have them sometimes and they feel so real that I wake up disappointed in myself. Anyone with more experience, do they ever go away?
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Food venting....
Every time I think I have a handle on this quitting thing I get thrown for a loop. I can control my eating for a day or two, sometimes even a few days, and then I have a bad night or a long drive and I blow it with a binge. I'm starting to get really down. Why can't I control this? The whole time I'm shoving food in my…
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I want to punch my 14yo self in the face!
MARY! Y U SMOKE? Ugh, why did I ever start? Why did I do that to myself? I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I'm in tears thinking about it. I just hope, I HOPE, that I haven't done any permanent damage. I'm so thankful that I finally realized I needed to quit and I'm so thankful that I actually did it. WHAT WAS I THINKING?
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All right, new year
I feel like I've been on pause long enough. I am feeling pretty secure in my quit and I don't feel like I need food to compensate anymore. So, I am jumping back on the weight loss train. I am going to start logging my food again, I am going to go back to the gym again, and I am going to stop being so lazy. The holidays are…
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NSV! I can tell I have collar bones!
I just happened to be scratching my neck today and I noticed it felt...harder than usual? I realized that I could feel my collar bones! I haven't seen them in years (and you still can't really see them) but I can feel them just under the skin without pressing and trying to find them. Yay! They should be peeking out soon.
