That's what I'm naming this journal. I've been listening to Hamilton A LOT lately.
Plus this is it for me. If this doesn't work, I'm going to learn to live with the fat.
I'm almost 2 weeks in. Today was harder than any other day.
I snacked a few times earlier.
I feel almost sick when I finish eating now whether it's a snack or a meal. And then my belly pushes up against my ribs and feels so disgusting.
Does that happen to anyone else?
That feeling of this gross mass around my middle and the two creases on my backsides that I have now are more revolting than how I felt at 180 when I realized my *kitten* was so big it was difficult to feel "clean" without moist TP wipes.
Following MFP I gained 20 pounds from that 180 that grossed me out. I didn't even weigh this much pregnant.