challenging myself this month, who's with me? (:

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  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 3
    BED - 2

    Good job Juls, Jessica and Diane!! I had a good day today also!! Good night!!:flowerforyou:
  • kelbelzz
    kelbelzz Posts: 92 Member
    i have not had a b/p free day in june yet......
    ed ; 5
    me ; 0

    tomorrow i'm changing things up, and will try to be b/p free for the rest of the month.
    :/

    glad y'all are having good days though! <3
  • priorm123
    priorm123 Posts: 12 Member
    I had my first binge of June yesterday :-(
    Cravings setting in big time today (they always do after a binge the day before) so I'm hoping I can resist the temptation to continue it.

    June so far:
    Me - 4
    Binge - 1
  • MJ7910
    MJ7910 Posts: 1,280 Member
    i have made it at most a week... i would love to break that streak! we shall see
  • maryloomis
    maryloomis Posts: 20
    Since June 1:

    Me: 3
    Ed: 2

    Last night was a struggle but I managed to keep myself busy and made it through without bingeing. My husband and I had a healthy dinner together and then stopped at our bank, which is located in a grocery store. As soon as we walked into the store my mind started racing thinking about the different foods I could buy even though I had just had dinner and was full. I'm glad my husband was with me. We went right to the frozen fruit section and got what we needed, paid for it and left. I woke up this morning and had thoughts of bingeing again, but so far I have been able to avoid doing so. I planned my food for today and then found out my husband has to work late so my plan for dinner will not work. I will be home alone after work for a little while so I am going to pre-plan what I am going to eat on my own and pray that I can stick to it.
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    Happy hump day!!!

    @ Kelbelzz - Excellent!

    @ priorm123 - Just forget about yesterday and do your best to get back on track. You are right though, once you start binging it is harder the next not to have urges to continue to binge.

    @ MJ7910 - Excellent!!

    @ marylommis - Grocery stores are not good for me either. I usually save me some calories for the grocery store and comit to buy only one extra item if any that is not on my list. This has helped me not to binge most times when in the store. Since I am trying to keep fresh fruit/veggies I end up going at least twice a week or more. I agree it always help when you are in the store with someone else too. Plan for tonight and you will be fine.

    Sending positive thoughts and vibes your way peeps!!! One day at a time!! :flowerforyou:
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 4
    BED - 2
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    As of June 1st

    Me: 4
    Ed: 2

    Another good day!
  • maryloomis
    maryloomis Posts: 20
    So far this month . . .

    Me: 4
    Ed: 2

    This is the longest I have made it in a long time.
  • jessicaaa456
    jessicaaa456 Posts: 70 Member
    so far this month...
    ME: 7
    BED: 0

    i had a slice of cheesecake today though. now i feel guilty as if i've binged when i know that's only 300 extra calories instead of the usual 3000+ binges i have. why do i still feel like *kitten*?!
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    so far this month...
    ME: 7
    BED: 0

    i had a slice of cheesecake today though. now i feel guilty as if i've binged when i know that's only 300 extra calories instead of the usual 3000+ binges i have. why do i still feel like *kitten*?!

    I often have this problem too. IMO it is because our illnesses aren't about food, they are about our behavior. It takes practice to stop feeling guilty about indulging.
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 4
    BED - 3

    At home and out and about running errands for convention. Had some binge behaviors going despite not being hungry. Not too bad but can not count it as a ME day, but I have had much worse days. I did fight it and made some good strides but I did not win today. There is always tomorrow.
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    As of June 1st

    Me: 5
    Ed: 2
  • Jul158
    Jul158 Posts: 481 Member
    I love seeing lots of good days! Fridays can be tough for me but I'm ready to make it through : )
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 5
    BED - 3

    One day down for the weekend! Me, Yay!! Weekends are tough but I am busy this weekend so it will be easier for me this weekend! One day at a time!
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    As of June 1st

    Me: 6
    Ed: 2


    Great job yesterday Mollie! :drinker:
  • maryloomis
    maryloomis Posts: 20
    Me: 6
    Ed: 3

    Yesterday I did binge, but not as much as usual so I am trying not to beat myself up too bad. Today was a better day.
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 6
    BED - 3

    2 down 1 day to go! Good job Diane and Mary!! We can do it, hopefully today was good for you guys also.
  • jessicaaa456
    jessicaaa456 Posts: 70 Member
    ME: 8
    BED: 1
    yesterday was one of my 4000 cal binges in the evening. toast, cereal, steamed buns, brownies and shortbread. then ordered a chinese. ate till i couldn't move, and really wanted to purge (i have never purged ever) but the feeling was so uncomfortable. was frustrated that i gained 2 pounds from eating a lil more than the week before but still 1400-2000 a day which i should tecnically lose on.
    another binge i feel is coming today. im thinking 'fresh start monday, new week'. this is probably wrong
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    As of June 1st

    Me: 7
    Ed: 2
  • jessicaaa456
    jessicaaa456 Posts: 70 Member
    Me: 8
    Bed: 2

    weekend over now back to business i hope. although i am tempted to binge more and more now that i've started
  • yamagatafan
    yamagatafan Posts: 15 Member
    Darn it, meant to check back at the begining of June to see if you were re-starting...now I am not sure of my tally. So I guess I will start out today and keep going. We had gone camping and that is BAD for my eating. But on the way home my hubby and I had a conversation that our camping trips have just turned into eating free-for-alls and that has got to stop. Next camping trip is scheduled for the 4th, so we will see how we prep for that one.

    As of June 10th -
    ME: 0
    BED: 1
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    As of June 1st

    Me: 8
    Ed: 2
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 7
    BED - 3
  • maryloomis
    maryloomis Posts: 20
    Through June 10 -

    Me: 6
    Ed: 4

    Weekends are always a struggle for me, and this past one was no exception. I am determined to plan better and do better next weekend.
  • yamagatafan
    yamagatafan Posts: 15 Member
    Still a little early in the evening but I am safe. As of June 10 -

    ME: 1
    BED: 1
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)

    ME - 7
    BED - 4

    was off work today and at home and tried to use copy skills to fight off urges to binge but was unsuccessful. Tomorrow is another day! Still ahead so I am winning the battle so far this month.
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    Through June 10 -

    Me: 6
    Ed: 4

    Weekends are always a struggle for me, and this past one was no exception. I am determined to plan better and do better next weekend.

    That is all we can do Mary when we have a bad weekend. Weekends are the toughest time for many of us with BED. I try to stay busy but this is not always possible. Keep up the good work checking in.
  • maryloomis
    maryloomis Posts: 20
    Through June 11th:

    Me: 6
    Ed: 5

    I blew it yesterday and knew I was eating to stuff my feelings but did it anyway. I told myself in the moment that it wasn't so bad but it was and today I feel miserable about myself. I just planned my food for today and am going to do my best to stick with my plan. I have heard that we can't think our way into right acting, but we can act our way into right thinking. Today I am going to do the right actions and watch for some positive effects in my thinking.
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    Good plan Mary. Good job on checking in too! I like your comment about our actions too. One day at a time and today is a new day!