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@PAV8888 & @Yoolypr 🤣😂🤣 I was struggling to come up with an original name, & now I have it, I'm not sure I want to keep it. I'm thinking of changing my username ... I'm going to have to give it some thought. because I am more like my daughter's older sister in regard to our relationship & I'm probably not mature enough to…

I always seem to have 2 books on the go, I think for me it's because of the kind of things I read, sometimes they get very heavy & deep, so I then have a second book on the go which is a bit lighter & not so involved, or complex 😆 I'm into political history, aviation, nuclear energy & stories of real-life triumph, my hubby…

Kindle: David Hough - Prestwick (Danger in the Sky Book 1) Physical Book: Betty Tottell - All Four Engines Have Failed Because of my sensory issues I struggle with holding a physical book for too long, that's why I moved onto the Kindle (iPad app) a few years ago, but I really wanted to read All Four Engines Have Failed,…

I don't journal per-sa, but now that I am back on here I have started to write notes every night, which reflects on things throughout the day that have impacted my eating/drinking, it is very useful for looking back to see how things are developing. I call it my Food & Mood Diary.

I love to have someone read to me, but I couldn't cope with Audible because of my sensory issues I found a lot of the narrator's voices intolerable, but if I'm at my daughter's I often get Alex to read to me, because the voice seems to soothe Amelia, & she seems to have the right pitch & pace for my ADHD brain to cope…

Thank you, yes it definitely has thrown it all at me this year, but I will get through it, it's the evenings that I struggle with because Andy & I both worked, so evenings were our snuggle in front of the TV or reading a book time, but now I sit here alone & feel completely empty & alone some nights. I used to enjoy meal…

Thank you, I have called CRUISE & spoken to someone there, which to some degree did lighten the load, but I know I have to get through this phase of grief - In December 2022 when we found out our daughter was pregnant after 9 years of trying we were over the moon, but with Andy's kidney troubles & being a medical giant,…

I'm the same - I cannot fathom for the life of me why I eat to comfort myself when I know my waistline will punish me, & if that doesn't then my IBS, or ADHD will do ... it's crazy! My solution to stop buying alcohol & junk foods worked when I lost all that weight between 2012 & 2014, I lost 164lb, but then I had an active…

Thank you, I definitely know about emotional eating - I even have a meal on my MFP Diary called Unplanned & Emotional Eating, so far this week I haven't used it as much as I would have expected, but I also have a meal called Alcohol & that has been used a couple of times, but now I'm out of snacky rubbish foods & booze so…

I was dragged to Morrison's cafe by my parents today & had their Jacket Potato with Tuna Mayo, & I grabbed a carton of Starbucks Lactose-Free Skinny Latte, so my dinner was a Bread Tea. I had a panini with cheese & Parma Ham, a few Cherry Tomatoes, Diced Cucumber & a bag of Hula Hoops Puft. To be fair I have been having a…

@Yoolypr Absolutely not, I get it - I used to be on here for about 18 months before I looked for friends, sometimes that's the best way, we're all different ❤️

Thank you, everyone, I have now figured out how to add people, so I've sent some friend requests out - if you want to accept that's great, if not that's fine, this site can become a bit of a distraction ... but right now that is part of what I'm looking for 😂🥺❤️

I was supposed to be travelling to Devon today with my hubby, but 7 months ago today he passed away & I'm STILL waiting on his pensions to pay out ... oh & the fact that I forgot to get toilet roll when I went to Sainsbury's yesterday, so I will have to go shortly!

Watching Mentour Pilot on YouTube ... I think this is a repeat, I don't think Petter can post videos at the rate I watch aviation content 🤣😂🤣

Thank you @Btrflydog & @FitMary202 I was going to add you both as friends, but sadly it isn't an option on my iPad, iPhone & Mac, so please can you add me if you would like to have me on your friend list. Love T ❤️

Hi Fellow Middle-aged Chonk 👋🏼 I am back after a few years break, & some huge life changing events … I like necklaces, but I want the rainbow coloured one 😂🤣😂 From your new bezzie 👌🏼

Hi, Thank you for sharing your experience with widowhood - I’m 49 & Andy was 55 years & 8 days when I found him deceased in bed, this year is definitely a blur & I’m not sure how I get from day to day sometimes, but I’m doing it & given time I will be back on my feet I used to power lift & do strongman, but because of the…