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I feel ya :( I used to not at all on that week. But I found I can muster up some strength if I force myself after the first couple of days (when I'm in excruciating pain). The bingeing usually happens prior to "that" week for me, I get cravings & i cant help myself >.<

I'm studying to become a nutritionist/councilor and while that's part of it, I really, secretly, want to be a novelist more <3

COFFEE!!! aaand something small. like a banana usually, or those little packets of cream of wheat with almond or coconut milk. I don't usually eat much in the mornings, for lack of time and appetite xD

From over a thousand (random): Music Box - Thrice Borracho y Loco -Enanitos Verdes Money, Money, Money -ABBA

Some of them are pretty good. Especially the last yes :) but I'd take it with a grain of salt because a.) some are bull, and b.) some fall into unhealthy eating disordered behaviors, imo.

Since the 1st? Ohh, just the 3 lbs i gained over the holidays, lol. Overall, about 130ish.

Full-time student (nutrition & food science major!), part-time supermarket cashier/stocker. I also pick up a few hours of receptionist work during the semester :)

Strong & straight black! No cream, no sugar. :tongue:

ditto :) true story brah.

Simply, very plain and overused "Jennifer" -____- and I HATE it. Jen is acceptable. Jenny is not. JP preferred :D or any of my other nicknames.

aaand this is exactly what I've been saying for years, lol.

"A tired brain, preoccupied with its problems and run down by the world, is going to struggle to resist what it wants, even when what it wants isn’t what we need." Ain't it the truth! Lol. I was already aware of a lot of this just from years of trial and error, but it's nice to see it all out there. Thanks for posting! :)

I'm vegetarian going on vegan. Please feel free to add me, anyone! I don't have many vegetarian friends, so the support would be nice. If your diary's open, even better! Helps to give me ideas for my meals too :)

For me I confuse true hunger with thirst sometimes, or I'll feel hungry from smelling something appetizing. And sometimes I feel hungry AFTER I've eaten. So mostly I try to suppress *that* hunger. I'm not trying to suppress *real* hunger :) But I'll tell ya I've seen some straaange things on this site. :frown: I'll…

Dear food-pushers (family *cough* mom, friends, acquaintances/co-workers), STOP pushing food on me. I know, some of you care, some are just being "polite." But no, means no, means f*cking NO! I don't get why you have to keep pushing, and shoving it in my face, or teasing me with it when I've said it a hundred times. And…

I'd like to listen to my body, but I've effed it up so bad that I just can't trust it yet :( I eat on a schedule, every 2-3 hours, and never go longer than 4 hours without (unless I'm sleeping duh, lol). I HAVE to. The organization works for me, but I have issues with nighttime eating >.< Different things work for…

Thank you! -___-

^This, ^and this. I've only learned to try to keep busy and out of the house, but this is a HUUUGE issue for me. Midterms and finals make it worse. On the look out for suggestions! >.>

Also, specifically, a few faves: Dancing with myself -Billy Idol Little Lion Man -Mumford and Sons Smells Like Teen Spirit -Nirvana Your Love -I See Stars Gasoline -Audioslave Beat It -Michael Jackson Remember the Name -Fort Minor

Agreed!!! :heart:

It depends on what I'm doing and my mood. Right now I have an eclectic mix of Alice in Chains, The Offspring, Eyedea & Abilities, Blind Melon, Britney Spears, etc. xD BUT currently I'm stuck on this wicked catchy song by The Weakerthans titled "Plea From A Cat Named Virtue." :flowerforyou: It's motivating and fun on my…

YES. Thank you!! -__- When I work out, I'm in it. Leave me the HECK alone! I don't wanna talk. I'm running. I can hardly breathe guy so f*** off! I usually work out in my school gym, but I started running outside and strength training at home, because: 1.) The dumb broads with the magazines hog the good treadmill and walk…

I've actually gotten Alicia Keys a couple of times :noway: aiiii just don't see it, at ALL. Lol. Crazy ppl.

Christopher Meloni! :love: Hands down. Over ANYONE!! He WAS on Law & Order: SVU :sad: oh, Detective Stabler!

Same! Nothing I love more than rubbin it in their hatin' faces xD love the title btw. Lol.

I'm already vegetarian, and I don't purchase anything with animal products as far as I am aware. So MAIN goals for this year are to: a.) Become mostly vegan. Educate myself on animal products and byproducts. and b.) Completely stop consuming anything containing any type of dairy. It's hard on my friends and family so I've…

Currently down to a BMI of 25.8 from a whopping 46.8 :bigsmile: But I've learned not to put too much emphasis on it. It was more useful to me when I was bigger, now it's practically useless!

Huh, I never really thought about logging my miles. I know I do around 20, sometimes more weekly (discounting these past couple weeks >.<) because I typically do 4 miles 5x/week. But I'm trying to up it, so I suppose I should know exactly, lol. MY GOAL: is to, besides get a heart rate monitor, start logging my mileage! And…

LOL! This was me yesterday xD but I mustered up the cojones to get back on there and found I gained… 3 whole pounds back! ;_; which sucks BUT I usually gain much MUCH more between Halloween and New Years (7-10lbs. give or take). I also noticed I was better about portions and only eating what I "really" wanted (damn…

YEEESSSS, HIM!!! :heart: :heart: :heart: Probably the only real reason I even watch supernatural, lol.