beautyforashes777

I think you should consult with a psychiatrist to be safe.

yeah, I also gained about as much as your brother on Celexa. I was on it for 2 years. Now I'm off of it and on Wellbutrin. It's great!

I like to either walk, do yoga, or follow Blogilates videos on youtube. Her workouts are more intense than they sound. I wipe out after ten minutes.

Exactly! I do things. I go to school full time as well. That's a lot more work than it sounds!

Soda. Any of it. It isn't refreshing like they claim it is. I get a nice syrupy feeling after drinking it, and sometimes a stomach ache. Especially coke, which was my favorite. Soda just doesn't do it for me anymore.

Lucky you! I gained about 40. Then again, I was on it for years:laugh:

Walmart is always pretty cheap and their tanks are pretty cute. I got a shirt at Rue 21 for $3. They have a lot of cute things and great sales. That would be my suggestion.

Thank you. And honestly, I do think I have a lot of GREAT qualities. I'm not saying I think like this all the time. But I do think about it sometimes. I think thats okay and doesn't make me so terrible. Everyone is insecure sometimes. I don't let it take over my life.

Not possible at all. I was small in high school wheN I was skinny and that was the lowest point in my life for self confidence.

AHHHHH, NO. NO NO NO! I do NOT use this picture for dating profiles. I use very recent pictures. I only use it on here for motivation. I'm not going to lie about how I look to someone, that wouldnt turn out so great and I'm aware of that.

Haha. No I'm not bashing you. I actually have deleted my profiles recently because of my frustrations. It really gives people a reason to be picky.

Okay. I posted that one for motivation. As I have commented before ALL of my dating site pics were recent, I dont misrepresent myself

Believe me when I say, I was wayyyy less confident in high school than I have been recently.

Thank you all.

Very much more recent ones, for sure. I do not misrepresent myself online. Also, for those reading, please dont assume that because I am spilling my frustrations here that I am doing this when talking to guys online. I posted on here to get opinions from objective sources, haha, not to whine. I don't do this with people on…

By the way, my profile picture isn't me now. Just wanted to clarify.

No, not at all! I project myself as fun, happy, outgoing, and well-mannered on every date. I have a lot of good days when I do like how I look. But regardless of how I look, I always wonder if they think I look good.

I know exactly what you mean! The closest I got to a relationship in the past few years is a guy with a fetish. He said I was "too small". I can't win lol. I'm in between. Most of my friends think I'm "chubby but not fat". So I really don't know. Some days I feel better about myself than others. But after the date I always…

thank you. I've never been so lonely than these past few years...

Jesus loves you :)

My doctor wont take me off of my meds which are causing me to gain weight. They say that I need to change my lifestyle. But it is so hard to lose weight on your own! Ive lost 3 lbs but I still have about 20 to go. =(

how do you overcome temptation to eat though. my family keeps junk food in the house and its really hard. chocolate is my weakness and so is fast food. no matter how much i exercise i keep going over my calorie limit.