spulsifer92

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7 cant see your face

true! as long as I have my home to go back to :) TPBM is artistic?

Right.... hm... I do exercise 2 times a day. I tend to over eat at night and then get upset with the number on the scale

So your saying measuring in inches is better then in lbs?

I guess no one has to know... I dint really think of that. i dont know why...

Everyone has very good advice, I appreciate it. I am trying to get better. But like everyone is saying, i cant do it alone. I need help from a professional. I understand that. I just don't want people to think any less of me or that im "crazy".

Well I kinda wanted people to tell me that I was right for being upset. But the more comments and the more I type in response I just feel horrible and pathetic. Just kinda validating that I have a problem i guess...

Yeah, I have my yearly doc appointment in November. I should tell her. ive been trying to. i want help its just hard for me to admit i need it.

My parents told me if I didn't stop how i was treating myself they were going to take me to the hospital. so i stopped. Everyone knows they just don't talk about it. I'm scared to tell my doctor. I don't want to have to go to treatment and talk about feeling and emotions.

I don't have one....

I know he means well. Its just really hard for me. I like to see my weight go down durring the day. Thats why I do it. But I weigh myself 1. when i get up 2. after i workout 3. after my shower 4. when i go home for lunch 5. when i get home after work 6. after my pm workout. 7. after supper 8. before bed..... :( Then I cry…

I know it is :( Its one part of my previous eating disorder still left...

Yes and he wont give it back. told him he was treating me like a kid and i was upset. Hes dead set on that hes helping.

Likes dresses

relaxed :)

more awesome shoes!

Nope. Not at all. TPBM owns 2 cars

She can rock red lipstick

He is a very serious person

Likes blue

False :( TPBM has a fun job

My wedding is next August :)

Nope, sorry

Greek, I really liked that show.

I do have hand weights. its hard to do exercises like that because my cat and dog like to try and help me workout when I do those types :)

run cuz im not in to girls lol

Pretty eyes! :)

This is pretty much my list lol except beef jerky and the meatball things....