If you don’t lose weight...

How many times did I swear I will be thin?!
I won’t give up. If give up ... it means die.
My stomach is like whisky cask.
Holly shit.
After wake up tomorrow morning,
I will do shadow boxing with listening music.
I could not exercise today. Because I was exhausted. But hey, this would be a pretty much excuse. If I keep use this excuse I will die in near future. That much my stomach is swollen.
This is a huge crisis for me.
I swear I do shadow boxing tomorrow morning.
If I will over sleep and use excuse again.
I will skip my dinner.
Ok good night.