September Challenge - Me vs. The Binge

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  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of September 1, 2012: - Goal to remain mindful of not binging and when I do binge figure out why and what was going on when I binged. I also want to log it all

    Mollie - 13
    The Binge - 5 ashamed0005.gif (1, 10, 16, 17, 18)
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    September 2012

    Diane: 15
    The Binge: 3
  • danifo0811
    danifo0811 Posts: 544 Member
    As of September 19, 2012: - Goal 25 or more days without binging
    Me - 17
    The Binge - 2 (2,3)

    I think my dad here (husband away) is making me behave with food. We made cupcakes yesterday and I have eaten them but only what I planned.
  • chubby_checkers
    chubby_checkers Posts: 2,352 Member
    As of September 19, 2012--goal to binge no more than 7 days

    Me: 12
    Binge: 7 (9/3; 9/4; 9/7; 9/9; 9/11; 9/12; 9/18)


    No binges for the rest of the month!! I will do it!
  • anorangie
    anorangie Posts: 975 Member
    W, Sep 19, 2012

    beatrixia: 14
    The Binge: 5 (Sep 4, 10, 12, 16, 17)
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    September 2012

    Diane: 16
    The Binge: 3

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  • stephs0214
    stephs0214 Posts: 269 Member
    As of Sept. 20,

    Me: 16
    Binge: 3
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of September 1, 2012: - Goal to remain mindful of not binging and when I do binge figure out why and what was going on when I binged. I also want to log it all

    Mollie - 14
    The Binge - 5 ashamed0005.gif (1, 10, 16, 17, 18)
  • MamaDee2
    MamaDee2 Posts: 843 Member
    Sept Goal = the entire month with no binges!!!!

    MamaDee - 20
    Binge - 0


    I am kinda worried about tomorrow. I am having a colonoscopy so half day yesterday and all day today has been clear liquid only diet. Afraid that may trigger something once I can eat again.
  • As of September 20, 2012:

    Me (msollenberger) - 15
    The Binge - 5
  • anorangie
    anorangie Posts: 975 Member
    R, Sep 20, 2012

    beatrixia: 14
    The Binge: 6 (Sep 4, 10, 12, 16, 17, 20)
  • chubby_checkers
    chubby_checkers Posts: 2,352 Member
    As of September 20, 2012--goal to binge no more than 7 days

    Me: 13
    Binge: 7 (9/3; 9/4; 9/7; 9/9; 9/11; 9/12; 9/18)
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    September 2012

    Diane: 17
    The Binge: 3
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of September 1, 2012: - Goal to remain mindful of not binging and when I do binge figure out why and what was going on when I binged. I also want to log it all

    Mollie - 14
    The Binge - 6 ashamed0005.gif (1, 10, 16, 17, 18, 20)

    And I went back this morning and logged it all!! YAY!!! Not too bad and not sure a real binge but calories were way over and there were some control issues going on. I don't know what it is when I take my car in for an oil change I have to get junk from vending machine. :grumble: Then I was like why not and hit Panda Express and instead of getting the bowl like I normally do I got 3 plus a side. One good thing is I save a side to eat with my salad and it was not as bad as I thought :)
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    Happy Friday everyone!!! :heart:

    You all are doing good and some of you are doing extremely well! Keep it going!!!

    If you are struggling that is OK too, keep checking in and most importantly do not give up! If you need help seek it out by all means because this has proven to be very helpful indeed.

    Keep it real and have wonderful weekend!!:flowerforyou: :flowerforyou:
  • Crystaleyed
    Crystaleyed Posts: 229 Member
    As of September 17th :

    Catherine : 3
    Binge : 2
  • danifo0811
    danifo0811 Posts: 544 Member
    As of September 21, 2012: - Goal 25 or more days without binging
    Me - 18
    The Binge - 2 (2,3, 21)
  • danifo0811
    danifo0811 Posts: 544 Member
    As of September 22, 2012: - Goal 25 or more days without binging
    Me - 18
    The Binge - 4(2,3, 21,22)

    Hopefully I've got it out of my system.
    Positives are it was a super long binge free stretch for me and the binges weren't as much as normal.

    I hope to make it until the end of the month binge free!
  • dopeydani10
    dopeydani10 Posts: 5 Member
    You are all so inspiring!!! I'm just joining, and my goal is to not binge for the rest of September! I did well for the first 2 weeks of the months, and this week hasn't been very good. I'm starting now and hope to have 8 days without binging!

    As of September 22, 2012: - Goal of 8 days or more without binging!
  • MamaDee2
    MamaDee2 Posts: 843 Member
    Sept Goal = the entire month with no binges!!!!

    MamaDee - 22
    Binge - 0

    One more week will be a month with no binges - woot woot! Praying for smooth sailing and great focus!
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    September 2012

    Diane: 17
    The Binge: 4
  • anorangie
    anorangie Posts: 975 Member
    S, Sep 22, 2012

    beatrixia: 16
    The Binge: 6 (Sep 4, 10, 12, 16, 17, 20)
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of September 1, 2012: - Goal to remain mindful of not binging and when I do binge figure out why and what was going on when I binged. I also want to log it all

    Mollie - 15
    The Binge - 7 ashamed0005.gif (1, 10, 16, 17, 18, 20, 22)

    My days were off, but I know I am very careful to track binge days so now I am caught up!!

    I just went back and logged every morsel of my binge yesterday. It was not pretty but I thought I had went over 5000 calories and I had not. I had said last night I can't log all of this. So I posted here and saw my own words to LOG IT ALL and it is something liberating about logging it all. I can't explain it but I see the bad and ugly but I can see many positives compared to past experiences and see yes it was aweful but surely not as bad as I thought last night. All is good, getting back on stick today and like I have seen many others post I am shooting for the rest of the week being binge free. I also did analyze the why of yesterdays binge too. I am glad I made my goal this time an action(s) because this is so much better than a numeric goal for me. It helps me to be more mindful of the behaviors and not trying for perfection or to hit a certian number.

    BTW AND THIS MAY BE TMI, but I am sharing it anyways because many of you may relate. In order to log my calories as correctly as possible I went in garbage to retrieve junk food wrappers this morning. :tongue:
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    Smooches everyone and have a wonderful Sunday!:heart:2uge4p4.gif

    Habit is habit and not to be flung out of the window by any man, but coaxed downstairs a step at a time." Mark Twain
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    :heart: Daily reminders:heart:
    Geneen Roth's Eating Guidelines
    1. Eat when you are hungry. (Truly hungry, body hungry not mind hungry)
    2. Eat sitting down in a calm environment. This does not include the car.
    3.Eat without distractions. Distractions include radio, television, newspaper, books, intense or anxiety producing conversation and music.
    4. Eat only what your body wants. (Big difference from what your MIND wants!)
    5. Eat until you are satisfied. (This is different than full).
    6. Eat (with the intention of being) in full view of others.
    7. Eat with enjoyment, gusto and pleasure.
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    September 2012

    Diane: 18
    The Binge: 4


    Happy Sunday to you too Mollie!!! That little dancing cat is adorable btw :) Thank you for your detailed post.

    It really is helpful to me too to log it all. This was something I feared for a long time - it seemed to give me too much anxiety to go back and face what I had done again and there was no way I'd leave my diary open for others to see. So I just wouldn't log anything and sometimes it would even take me a while to get back to logging if I wasn't proud of my diaries. Since May I've been logging it all, the good, bad and ugly and it has been helping me tremendously. On the days that I just can't seem to find the willpower to go and do that - I remind myself that it isn't going to hurt me and that it will help me in the long run. Awareness has been a huge key to my success. As silly as this may sound, I often will pretend I am a research scientist and I'm merely documenting my subject's behavior. Maybe this will help you too. Thinking of it in a scientific nature also allows me to take away the emotion I would have normally associated with it. A binge isn't something I can undo so why bother dwelling - but it is something I can learn from so that I am better prepared in the future.
  • danifo0811
    danifo0811 Posts: 544 Member
    As of September 23, 2012: - Goal 25 or more days without binging
    Me - 19
    The Binge - 4(2,3, 21,22)

    Mollie, I do better when I track but sometimes I rebel about tracking. I try to get my binges. they might not be accurate because I don't do it at the time but I get the idea and there is no pretending that it is a normal amount of food.
  • anorangie
    anorangie Posts: 975 Member
    Smooches everyone and have a wonderful Sunday!:heart:2uge4p4.gif

    Habit is habit and not to be flung out of the window by any man, but coaxed downstairs a step at a time." Mark Twain
    194904olsgis3xqe.gif
    :heart: Daily reminders:heart:
    Geneen Roth's Eating Guidelines
    1. Eat when you are hungry. (Truly hungry, body hungry not mind hungry)
    2. Eat sitting down in a calm environment. This does not include the car.
    3.Eat without distractions. Distractions include radio, television, newspaper, books, intense or anxiety producing conversation and music.
    4. Eat only what your body wants. (Big difference from what your MIND wants!)
    5. Eat until you are satisfied. (This is different than full).
    6. Eat (with the intention of being) in full view of others.
    7. Eat with enjoyment, gusto and pleasure.

    These daily reminders are great. Thanks for posting them.
  • anorangie
    anorangie Posts: 975 Member
    U, Sep 23, 2012

    beatrixia: 17
    The Binge: 6 (Sep 4, 10, 12, 16, 17, 20)
  • IsMollyReallyHungry
    IsMollyReallyHungry Posts: 15,385 Member
    As of September 1, 2012: - Goal to remain mindful of not binging and when I do binge figure out why and what was going on when I binged. I also want to log it all

    Mollie - 16
    The Binge - 7 ashamed0005.gif (1, 10, 16, 17, 18, 20, 22)

    I like the science project example Diane. We are doing research so I will keep that in mind for sure. If we analyze binges and learn from them it is like we are doing research on ourselves and learning from ourselves. They are very educational if we examine them carefully and once the research is done, move forward to the next project. I love it! Thanks!! Today was a much better day too!
  • Behavior_Modification
    Behavior_Modification Posts: 24,482 Member
    September 2012

    Diane: 19
    The Binge: 4