Screwed the pooch

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  • RalfLott
    RalfLott Posts: 5,036 Member
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    Good news here - you must not be diabetic!

    What was responsible - a single diabolical food, a protracted spell of sugar cravings, hypnosis.... ?
  • RalfLott
    RalfLott Posts: 5,036 Member
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    Where shall I begin.....

    1. Lack of electrolyte regime
    2. Lack of companion supplements
    3. Eating disorder
    4. Sugar addiction
    5. Scale weight obsession
    6. Lack of self control
    7. No immediate support
    8. Continued persuasion from The Other to just 'be normal and exercise more'

    I based my whole experience on just wanting to look hot. To be skinny.
    I totally allowed what the scale said to regulate my mood.
    I didn't accept or love myself the way I do now.
    I absolutely didn't know my worth. As a fat person, as a skinny person, with a Mohawk, with a ponytail.

    Now I'll be happy being able to jump around, not grunting while tying my shoes, feeling that awesome feeling of body awareness again...like I'm a powerhouse and watch me climb this tree.

    I'm gonna fully get it, and I'm getting it more everyday. This is about not getting Alzheimer's, and about being the best Super Lori I can be.

    Thank you caring enough to ask.
    I hope someone can take something meaningful from this.

    Wow! That's a lot to digest.

    Each of those factors is a focus area unto itself - add them together, and it's easy to see how even well-planned efforts can get derailed!

    Maybe attitude and mindset are the most important of all, eh? They can bring the energy and patience that open our minds...

    Sounds like you're in a good place now - whatever you did, bravo!
  • SuperCarLori
    SuperCarLori Posts: 1,248 Member
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    Was that too much? I can be pretty intense at times. Thank you for listening, thank you for the encouragement and accolade...we all need that at times. :)
  • Phrick
    Phrick Posts: 2,765 Member
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    Not too much at all - I fact just what I needed to read today. Thank you for being real and transparent about it!
  • SuperCarLori
    SuperCarLori Posts: 1,248 Member
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    Thank you! Anytime. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I'm an open book. And I never want that to change.
  • Kimo159
    Kimo159 Posts: 508 Member
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    I think it's amazing that you are self aware enough to realize what mistakes you've made in the past that have derailed you and made/continue to make changes to prevent it again. I love the honesty!
  • Syleyna
    Syleyna Posts: 86 Member
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    We share the same story Lori! From #3-8, AND the 20 pound re-gain after falling off the wagon. :( But we're back! Go us!
    I'm going to add you!
  • SuperCarLori
    SuperCarLori Posts: 1,248 Member
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    Isn't it, though? Hugs ALL AROUND!
  • KarlaYP
    KarlaYP Posts: 4,439 Member
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    We are all wonderful, and deserving of self love! Hugs from here for all of you!!
  • RalfLott
    RalfLott Posts: 5,036 Member
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    @SuperCarLori

    How's your pooch doing this week?
  • SuperCarLori
    SuperCarLori Posts: 1,248 Member
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    She's pretty happy to not be getting screwed Lolol
  • RalfLott
    RalfLott Posts: 5,036 Member
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    Restraint most admirable!
  • bjwoodzy
    bjwoodzy Posts: 593 Member
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    \o/
  • RalfLott
    RalfLott Posts: 5,036 Member
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    @SuperCarLori

    Uh.. dare I ask.... how's your kitty?
  • SuperCarLori
    SuperCarLori Posts: 1,248 Member
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    Fie, sir! Tis scandalous to speak thusly to a lady!

    Since there ain't no lady round these parts, the kitty ain't purring lately, what with these dag blasted young uns under foot!
  • RalfLott
    RalfLott Posts: 5,036 Member
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    Hahaha!
  • Gallowmere1984
    Gallowmere1984 Posts: 6,626 Member
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    Aw lawd. What just happened here?