challenging myself this month, who's with me? (:
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so far this month...
ME: 7
BED: 0
i had a slice of cheesecake today though. now i feel guilty as if i've binged when i know that's only 300 extra calories instead of the usual 3000+ binges i have. why do i still feel like *kitten*?!
I often have this problem too. IMO it is because our illnesses aren't about food, they are about our behavior. It takes practice to stop feeling guilty about indulging.0 -
As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)
ME - 4
BED - 3
At home and out and about running errands for convention. Had some binge behaviors going despite not being hungry. Not too bad but can not count it as a ME day, but I have had much worse days. I did fight it and made some good strides but I did not win today. There is always tomorrow.0 -
As of June 1st
Me: 5
Ed: 20 -
I love seeing lots of good days! Fridays can be tough for me but I'm ready to make it through : )0
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As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)
ME - 5
BED - 3
One day down for the weekend! Me, Yay!! Weekends are tough but I am busy this weekend so it will be easier for me this weekend! One day at a time!0 -
As of June 1st
Me: 6
Ed: 2
Great job yesterday Mollie! :drinker:0 -
Me: 6
Ed: 3
Yesterday I did binge, but not as much as usual so I am trying not to beat myself up too bad. Today was a better day.0 -
As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)
ME - 6
BED - 3
2 down 1 day to go! Good job Diane and Mary!! We can do it, hopefully today was good for you guys also.0 -
ME: 8
BED: 1
yesterday was one of my 4000 cal binges in the evening. toast, cereal, steamed buns, brownies and shortbread. then ordered a chinese. ate till i couldn't move, and really wanted to purge (i have never purged ever) but the feeling was so uncomfortable. was frustrated that i gained 2 pounds from eating a lil more than the week before but still 1400-2000 a day which i should tecnically lose on.
another binge i feel is coming today. im thinking 'fresh start monday, new week'. this is probably wrong0 -
As of June 1st
Me: 7
Ed: 20 -
Me: 8
Bed: 2
weekend over now back to business i hope. although i am tempted to binge more and more now that i've started0 -
Darn it, meant to check back at the begining of June to see if you were re-starting...now I am not sure of my tally. So I guess I will start out today and keep going. We had gone camping and that is BAD for my eating. But on the way home my hubby and I had a conversation that our camping trips have just turned into eating free-for-alls and that has got to stop. Next camping trip is scheduled for the 4th, so we will see how we prep for that one.
As of June 10th -
ME: 0
BED: 10 -
As of June 1st
Me: 8
Ed: 20 -
As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)
ME - 7
BED - 30 -
Through June 10 -
Me: 6
Ed: 4
Weekends are always a struggle for me, and this past one was no exception. I am determined to plan better and do better next weekend.0 -
Still a little early in the evening but I am safe. As of June 10 -
ME: 1
BED: 10 -
As of June 1, 2012 (June goal: Not to binge more than 9 days)
ME - 7
BED - 4
was off work today and at home and tried to use copy skills to fight off urges to binge but was unsuccessful. Tomorrow is another day! Still ahead so I am winning the battle so far this month.0 -
Through June 10 -
Me: 6
Ed: 4
Weekends are always a struggle for me, and this past one was no exception. I am determined to plan better and do better next weekend.
That is all we can do Mary when we have a bad weekend. Weekends are the toughest time for many of us with BED. I try to stay busy but this is not always possible. Keep up the good work checking in.0 -
Through June 11th:
Me: 6
Ed: 5
I blew it yesterday and knew I was eating to stuff my feelings but did it anyway. I told myself in the moment that it wasn't so bad but it was and today I feel miserable about myself. I just planned my food for today and am going to do my best to stick with my plan. I have heard that we can't think our way into right acting, but we can act our way into right thinking. Today I am going to do the right actions and watch for some positive effects in my thinking.0 -
Good plan Mary. Good job on checking in too! I like your comment about our actions too. One day at a time and today is a new day!0