RedPillAlpha Member

no

Why are there bars on my avatar now?

It's both and the fact that my face is average at best makes things worse

no, none. I would not take pointers from a girl because I would only be receiving her biased opinions (how she would want a guy to approach her) which doesn't apply to the broader range.

I can't practice without alcohol because I have social anxiety. I am a good person, people say this to me but being a good person gets you nowhere in life. My looks are average so I need them to be better in order to even have a shot.

19, haven't had any kind of relationship

I don't even like nightclubs but I have to go to socialize with the people from college or I'll end up as a loner again. I try to pickup girls at clubs because I think if I am going to waste my money I might as well try to get laid. When I go to music events I don't even think about women I just go to enjoy myself, I have…

The thing is girls are very skeptical of me at the start and never seem to give me a chance, there was one girl who I was meeting for a while and I think she liked me after spending some time with me, every week she would text me asking to come back to her place, I wasn't really attracted to her though, after I got with…

I meant in terms of appearance, I only go for girls that I deem to be less attractive than myself

It makes me annoyed that you think I am such a freak that my situation can't be real, I used to think that everyone else had simple minds and mine was too complex to relate but now I am less narcissistic and think that I am the simple one who is too stupid to accept what everyone else can so easily accept

I like discussing stuff like why the universe started, are we in control of ourselves or has everything already been mapped out for us, can our energy live on or are we just a combination of cells that will rot in the ground. I've yet to find a girl who is interested in that stuff and I can only talk to it with people I am…

Thanks, it's just depressing me that I am working so hard to improve myself but the one thing that is the hardest to change is the way I act in social situations, then I see some guy who did nothing to improve himself but is naturally good in social situations getting with girls

I feel like killing myself

I'm not gonna try be someone that I'm not to impress a girl, going to the gym and dressing better, taking care of my skin etc has made me feel better about myself but it cannot change my personality. I need to be an arrogant, loud jerk who tries to be center of attention all the time to get girls at that isn't me

Thank you anyway, I rarely find people that I can relate to tbh

I am being serious

But I want women to approach me and show me their personalities, why should it be my job to impress someone who is below me? I went clubbing witha guy a few nights ago who was the same height as me but had a better physique and an 8/10 face, girls were practically grabbing out of him but he had a girlfriend

I've had many girls brush me off by turning away from me or shoving their hand in my face just after I said "hi, how are you" to them so telling me she's not interested isn't the worst thing she can do. Lol at saying I shouldn't need liquid courage, I can barely approach a girl when I'm intoxicated how am I going to do it…

Men who don't fit the criteria you mentioned are worthless and should consider suicide. Inb4 people say a good personality is all that matters when in reality it is the last thing that people look for because arrogant and selfish people are the most successful -redpillalpha

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