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I was mentioning this to my friend today "I've lost 30 pounds, does it look like I've lost 30 pounds because I feel the same" and she said, "It's that you always wear really baggy jeans" and I realized these used to be my tight jeans :smiley:

Yes, I only have a handheld right now which isn't a lot of help, I need one of those that has the stand and just the right angle to get to where I'm at. Problem is that when I do it usually I'm in the tub and I'm nearsighted as a bat :(

Hi there! I just turned 40 in September. It's turned out a lot better than I expected. Approach with hope, there is so much future out there.

Coffee smells and tastes repulsive. I can't believe anybody voluntarily consumes it.

Yes I am definitely an emotional eater. Upset? Comfort food like pasta or curry. Happy? Ice cream! Angry? THAT BAG OF FUN SIZE HERSHEY WONT EAT ITSELF. I find myself looking for food now when I feel some kind of way and have to distract myself with something else. And to add fuel to the fire I gained a lot of weight after…

On those personality tests I always test as an extravert and it's true I can be extremely good at people situations, and being around people gives me energy even if I am not interacting with them. But at the same time I need that time to myself to recharge in a different way. The older I get the much more selective I am…

blogger, but you call yourself a "journalist"

EVERYTHING YOU OWN IN THE BOX TO THE LEFT

honestly i just want to be able to see what i'm doing when i shave down there

Hi I'm 39 and will be 40 in two weeks. I've got well over 100 pounds to lose. As possibly the very last member of Generation X (my two minute younger twin considers herself the first Millennial) I'm also really cynical so motivational phrases like "journey" and "lifestyle change" don't sit well with me, and I don't fit in…

I have 2 kids and a husband who works an opposite schedule from me. My day begins before 4:00 and if I am lucky I'm in bed by 11:00. I'm just trying to keep my head above water.

I am sometimes fun

I'm going to visit family where it is rude if you don't eat what they serve. I'll go to the gym if it's open in the morning, eat early like we always do, take a walk with my kids and cousins after dinner, and Friday morning be right back at it.

I'd love to do that.

My ex was overweight and called me fat when I was 133 pounds. (Even at 5'2" that's not fat) So he got to f*** right off

I got out of the habit of wearing it when I washed it and had to get a new one. I really need to get back into the habit. It was really awesome when I went on vacation last year. I could see how much that I had walked. The day I walked around Barcelona all day long I logged 39,500 steps. Should have gone for 40k but I was…

I want to do a cartwheel

ketamine diet would be ... interesting. I've done keto a couple of times, not currently on it because it's a whole lot of advance planning and right now I'm just trying to keep my head above water, and I'm burned out on dieting. It does work though, sho nuff. I'll probably do it again later on down the road. I am…

That's not enough for you much less breastfeeding a baby. I doubt you're getting much sleep these days so eating so little is going to make you feel horrible. You need to talk to your doctor or a nutritional professional pronto in order to get you on a plan that is healthy for you and your baby.

This is my fourth profile. The first time I tried to impress the strangers on here The second one was just way too much self hate for my own good The third one I put myself to unmeetable standards. None of that worked so I'm just going to be myself and honest because I've lived with that for the last 34 years, I don't…

A good sports bra is never a waste of money. I worked out wearing common sports bras (cami style sport bras that I wear daily because I hate armor bras) and ended up with welts on the band that looked like I had been beaten with a stick and hurt to move for days. I have pictures. I spent a little more money on one with a…

My five year old always is telling me that I have a "chubbeh belleh" and then looks at her belly and asks if hers is fat too. The other day she even said, "Mom, your fat belly is kind of ugly. You should be skinny so you can take me to the pool all the time." I hate that my mere existence makes my daughter be insecure…

I should, I just keep forgetting

Not sure if this has been said yet, but F*** her Flappy mouthed humans don't have anything better to do with their average minds

I'm a couple of weeks off meds because I don't really care and I don't feel so good. I am hoping that maybe changing my diet will save me $120 psychiatrist visit every three months and $30 a month in medication. They say you lose weight on Wellbutrin but I didn't notice any change until I stopped then the scale went up.…

It's hard to avoid them, I try to talk myself out of them up to and including the moment that I all over the edge. I finally have a concrete GOAL now - auditioning for a musical next spring that I must be able to dance and sing at the same time so I am trying to surround myself with reminders. I have a bracelet with a star…

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Yesterday I woke up so tired only a few hours of sleep because my daughter wakes me up in the middle of the night every day and then I cannot go back to sleep. I have a 45 minute commute and all I can think of is stuffing my face with food but at the same time thinking, I can choose not to go. Just do not pull off the…

inherently friendly but has her moments

I want to do a cartwheel. My brain still knows how and it really wants to, but my body stops like a horse in one of those obstacle courses when it sees the bar placed too high and goes HELL NO I'M NOT JUMPING THAT