Amanda4825 Member

so hubby came home on thursday and needless to say he is a skinny guy who can eat eat eat the WORST things and stay skinny.... and being around him makes it hard for me to lose weight and this week i only went down a half pound:cry: i dont know what to do... i need some VERY strong will power or something.... and i know i…

hubby comes home in 5 days!!!!:happy: I can not wait i been alone with just me and the baby for a month and its so stressful, i can not wait till the weight is lifted off my shoulders!:smooched: sorry had to tell someone it gets boring always being alone living in the boonies. lol

thank you soo much:heart: :flowerforyou:

okay so i been on this diet for about 3 weeks doing great but guess whats coming...... HMM the boogy monster lol jk my stupid period... and how do i know you ask??!?!? beacuse i feeel so hungry and keep getting cravings and i get the privlige of always feeling this way a week or so before my period and i usually pig…

thanks chicas:smile:

i need some butt exercises and inner thighs that can be done at home.... help me pleaseee!:flowerforyou:

oh i LOVVVEEEEEE yous!:heart: :heart: :heart:

i definatly feel for you... my father passed away a week before i graduated high school 3 years ago in may (from a simle getting tonsils out surgery):cry: and i dont deal with it to well im extra emotional and an emotional eater so you can guess why im over weight... but trust me your not the only one. give your mom lots…

i wish there was something that would take my picture and shrink me 100 pounds so i could see what i would look like .........that would really get my confidence going:happy:

church:flowerforyou:

lol aw i:heart: yous.... made my day:smile:

sooo cute:smile: i can not wait for my daughter to get a little older!

you know i really wish people around my town were as nice as all of you!! it would definatly be one happy place:happy: :flowerforyou:

okay so i took some new pics that actually look like me beings the other one was in all black and couldnt see much but i took front , side , and back pictures so i decided to do this because every month im gunna take the same three in the same outfit and see if i can see a differnce this should keep me really going now til…

sure looks scary to me lol... i used to be so muscularand athletic and now its all hidden under fat:explode: hopefully itll come back out:tongue:

thanks everyone now i dont feel so embaressed :flowerforyou:

well i finally got up the courage to post a picture or my whole big 276.5 pound body :noway: i hope it dont scare yous away!! i cant wait to be a hundred pounds lighter:happy: arghh. just hope i can keep some parts of me:wink: lol....

okay so it gets crowded but come on nothing can beat walking on the beach when the sun is rising finding all the neat things that wash up always something new... mmm i can smell the salty water now:love:

i hate to say it but the only thing i like is we dont have earthquakes or hurricains but other than that it all sucks. no wonder people in this state are fat what are you suppose to do when u live in the middle of nowhere. ha i dont know if it wasnt for my family all living here i would sooo be out of here. I think my next…

oh i have some friends in etown lol i was trying to get a job at hershey park just something to keep me occupied.... isnt this a great state?? haha noottt.... but people seem to love coming here

im glad im not alone lol.... i feel ya.

i would LOVEEEEE to trade lol hot weather sandy beaches half naked tan guys instead of these farmer boys lol lets goooo im packing now lol.... here its hot one day cold the next you never know what to wear its horrible and it smells like animal pooooooop everywhere yuuuuk!! and theres nothing like running over horse crap…

between reading and hershey.... borrrrring:noway: smells like horse crap all the time and i hate it!!!! i like to twinkle my toes in sand and boogy board:drinker: :heart:

You know i really hate living here in pennsylvania.... corn fields and highways ignorant people and snot balls. lol i want to live near the beach:sad: :sad: why couldnt i have been raised near the ocean :heart: arghhhhhhhhhh :grumble:

:love: :drinker: :tongue: whoooaaaa ill take some of him anytime....... what husband!?!? (lol he would kill me if he knew i said that:indifferent: )

im pooped this morning too... 2 hours of sleep ick:sick:

thanks to all you. really made me feel a bit better. :flowerforyou:

i cant belive im only down one pound this week i worked really hard controlling my eatings and didnt once go over my calories .. i didnt exercise much maybe that would help more? any suggestions please.... Im a big girl so i should be losing more than one dinky pound:sad:

if i had the money trust me lipo would have been done and alot of other stuff lol... I DONT WANT A BATTLE SCAR:sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad:

Ughhh the pouch:embarassed: i hate it sooo much its been five months since i had my baby and i thought for sure it would have went away for the most part...... but of course it DIDNT:mad: give me your secrets how to get rid of it i hateeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!