spunkbeer

Towards the end of june I have a dinner with old classmates for a friends birthday. All of them remember me as a fat loser. I want to lose the weight i recently gained from being ill and be back at 45kg and look good in the dress i brought for the dinner. And maintain and eat a 800calorie intake daily so I do not binge and…

i know what it feels like sorta.. i used to have Binge eating disorder and was extremely fat and couldnt control my eating and then one day cracked and now i suffer from ED-NOS. Some people just have no inbetween, im either starving myself or eating 3x the normal daily intake of food for a girl.

For some reason i ****ed up the quote bit Oh well hahaha

[/quote] And the thing is, after many years of struggling with this, I know all the nutrition facts. I know what it does to me. But in a way, it doesn't deter me from dong what I do. I know it is bad, and I wish so badly that I could just lose weight the healthy weight, or hell, just be happy at a high weight, I wish I…

god i miss cottage cheese its one thing i get cravings for so hardcore sometimes wish there was a vegan alternative for it :(

im aussie too :3 Brisbane!

whatever says you cant drink is silly. I agree with the cold part it should be room tempterature or warm It is proven sipping green tea or water inbetween eating your meal makes you full fast and lose weight A LOT quicker. :| Id eat so much more if i wasnt drinking in between my bites

I think i came across that once. It has something called "the twelve steps" which all seemed to be very religious related. >.<

My whole life has been full of eating disorders ranging from binge eating disorder and complusive eating when i was a child that caused me to be highly over weight and then took a complete opposite turn one day when i was a teenager and i became what i have today EDNOS which means i have all the characteristics and fit all…

I have EDNOS as well. I have both anorexic and bulimic tendencies. And my life is revolved around food and weight loss. If you need to talk im here.

Im a vegan :3

its amazing i dont know what id do without hummus

Congradulations :D I cant wait til the day i attempt Jeans. Jeans are my worst fear, i havent owned a pair of them since i was size 14. The day i put on a pair of size 6 jeans and feel comfy ill be so happy. :3

water the source of life :3

I am currently a size 6-8 And a size 8/small shirt usually. My goal is to fit loosely in size 6. As for my shirt size, that will change drastically because i am getting breast implants which will prob send me back up to a medium/12 >.<

Some people are just *kitten*. My first post here on the forums (welcome forums introducing myself) I had someone go off at me and tell me i had no right to use this site and i dont belong here because im already thin :| People are just idiots. But its their opinions. I know im guilty of being a bit sarcastic and rude in…

I missed that bit i just got distracted by the comment you were replying too. So apologies for going off. I just feel people shouldnt be judged by changing their bodies. >.< And it truely is my biggest pet hate when people use the "woman have curves" crap. Sorry again ^____^

Real woman = Has a vagina. Simple as that. Nothing else counts. Has nothing to do with curves, -.- girls are born thin naturally all the time. I have friends who are stick thin and are no way ED suffers. And dont choose to be that way. So does that make them alien? Not woman? :| As for the people complaining about mens…

http://www.avocado.org.au/recipes/recipe_finder.aspx I PRESENT TO YOU.....THE BIBLE OF AVOCADO :D I have more reciepes ive found on other sites I know how to make avocado vegan icecream nomnomnomnom Avocado is my FAVOURITE food. Unfortunatly i never get to have it anymore due to its high calorie count :(

:O i want Ive never tried the tablets i just take apple cider in my water and on my salads

no they still count...

I try and go to the gym everyday but that doesnt always happen due to work Usually i go to gym 3 hours 4 days a week. Other then that i do brisk walking and at work i am constantly running around and doing heavy lifting. And on my rare days off work i go out dancing.

I had that happen a few months ago. I get really bloated after i binge and had just had a massive binge before work. Needless to say it must have been noticeable cause a random guy walked over and asked if i was pregnant haha. At least you have the right addittude to keep moving forward and not let it get you down I spent…

Ive had almond butter before And i believe ive tried soy butter. They dont taste anything like peanutbutter tho but theyre nice. And 100 calories per tbsp still too much for my liking since i have a low cal intake. I found this... http://www.waldenfarms.com/products/spread_peanut.html its vegan friendly and no calorie, but…

I am addicted to tumblr. But just for lurking photos I dont post too much on my tumblr. http://emptyvoid.tumblr.com/ Warning tho: My tumblr is filled with a mixture of bdsm/porn and overly cute kawaii photos haha

people who say one of these options "animals were put on the planet for us to eat" or "woman are ment to have curves" Both of them send me into a raging frenzy.

I love tattoos and plan on getting covered in them but have none yet due to banning myself from them until im at my goal body weight and shape. I have a huge phobia of stretching and ruining a tattoo due to weight gain and loss. As for places to have tattoos It depends on the tattoo I personally really hate the whole tramp…

Situation? lol i was unaware that replying with an opinion on post was a situation. :| haha

to finally be happy :)

I am not existing for the sake of just producing a child. I like to think my life has more purpose then that. Just saying. :)