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Anxiety starting again
Anytime I start losing weight, I find myself wrapped up in the old ED voice and thoughts and feelings. It is quite a struggle. I am overweight currently and really need to lose so I can help control my blood pressure. I do not have crazy goals, just a healthy weight. I have lost the first ten and was so proud of myself and…
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The picture that gave you the kick in the butt
On Tuesday, my children had their last day of school. Starting last year, my hubby and I started a yearly tradition of a neighborhood water balloon fight on the last day of school (at the bust stop). We had 450 balloons last year... this year we had 1800!!!! Talk about fun! We were taking pictures of the event and the one…
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Freaking out
Hey girls, need a safe place to vent with those who "get it". As you know I've got about x or so pounds to lose since the last baby. I'm at x [NUMBER REMOVED BY MOD - TRIGGERING - READ THE GUIDELINES BEFORE POSTING] right now (gagging) and only 5'2". I have to go to New Orleans next month with my hubby for a military…
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Feel like a failure
I have days like today where I just feel like a failure... I feel like I disappoint my husband on a daily basis by not eating heathier, working out and losing weight. I'm sure the PMS doesn't help (or the rain! haha). I just wish I could stay motivated and consistent. I swear I lose and gain back the same 5lbs. I do good…
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My hubby threw out my scale :(
My husband threw away my scale today and I must admit I had a bit of an anxiety attack over it. For background, I am a recovering anorexic and bulimic (was diagnosed at separate times in my life, anorexia was in my teens/early 20's and bulimia in 2007-2008). I didn't own a scale for years in my early 20's because they are…
