WanderingRivers Member

Mama by My Chemical Romance

Everything feels so surreal.

Dark roast. 2 cream, 2 sugar.

It's tempting. I will have to see if my insurance will cover it.

I am. Still eating. Just less.

I'm in! Start Wt:126.4 Goal Wt:115 March 1: March 8: March 15: March 22: March 29:

Chickens and needles.

Fire spinners are amazing to watch. I am sadly not that coordinated.

It's working. 6lb down in a week.

Skinny is coming. Just have to stay under 1K.

I am learning to replace food with unsweetened green tea so I can feel full without actually eating anything. That may be something you can do.

I usually go with "it's not in my calorie budget" and refuse to elaborate.

I recommend hitting up dollar tree since everything is a dollar.

Fire Hoopers.

For me, it's the satisfaction of being skinny that is it's own reward.

You don't have to eat them. You can leave them as a nice deficit.

I remind myself skinny feels much better then binging on food.

I find if I can't figure out the calories, I should not be eating whatever it is since it will send me over calorie budget.

Flavored oatmeal packet at 130-160 calories.

For me, I hate eating a ton of calories so I try to eat as little as I can. To each their own.

Just one of the Quaker Oatmeal Fruit and Cream Oatmeal packets. 130 calories which is plenty for breakfast.

I remind myself that if I am hungry, it means I am doing something right and am keeping my calories low enough to lose the weight.

All the time. I am back in loss mode after a 2lb gain and I am debating losing another 10+ lbs over my goal weight to work keep skinny.

The short version: hit by car, pregnancy, mental breakdowns, couple with emotional eating did a number on my weight. It wasn't until my mother honestly swore I was pregnant (spoiler, I wasn't) and my arthritis got really bad that I started losing. My body image still ain't great but at least I'm skinnier by a long shot.

If I could like this multiple times, I would. The assumption that willpower is greater then my illnesses annoys the ever loving crap out of me.

I am so angry at you. You never broke the abuse cycle. You perpetuated it even with access to therapists and medications and you made my life an absolute hell. You hurt my sibling and turned him against me. I broke the cycle with far less support then you had. You had no excuse at all. So instead I get to carry the scars…

Same

My ACL is only attached on one end in my left knee so I do a lot by calorie restriction alone.

Oh I absolutely hate how my stomach looks since I've lost all the weight. Makes me want to just have it all cut off.

Happiness is a lower number.