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Okay so i went out tonight I had 2 fajitas with salsa salad and chicken,then rum and diet cokes. After everyone went takeaway, i didn't get anything but when i got back in just now i had 2 weetabix and a handful of muesli. Is it bad that i felt guilty after that? I realise i'm being paranoid. This is ridiculous that after…

it wasnt one spinach leaf haha thats an error i promise it was a good 2 handfuls!

believe me i eat very healthily, take a look at my diary if you want cos personally i think what I eat shouldn't constitute being underweight. But i realize i am so obviously i'm going wrong somewhere. Most likely the control i have of my diet

thankyou for all your caring responses. I think you've made it pretty clear to me that i'm not being normal i guess i'm just happy with having found something i can take control of and it's gone a little too far. My friends cooking fajitas tonight, so i guess i'm just going to try and test myself by eating without caring…

i've left my diary open if anyone would be nice enough to assess the situation :)

ok thanks everyone i went for a swim and i think i just need to chill out haha

i'm not even trying to lose weight i'm trying to maintain i'm just finding it incredibly difficult to indulge in the foods i used to love :( i'll just have a smallish portion i guess!

oops it is now!

i'm not i'm trying to maintain my weight :/

5 foot 3?

i'm 19 years old and weigh 7 stone