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hi ;)
I'm not new here. I've been gone over a year. would love to meet new friends here and old friends too....... :smile:
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out of the woodwork
okay so three different exes have called or messaged me about going out this week no one i was ever very serious with just people i dated casually...back in april i broke contact with all of them and decided to be celibate and single for a whole year kind of a "finding myself" deal so it's strange to me that i got these…
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Anyone diagnosed with SLE?
I am really struggling with it and need advice and support.... I'd like to know how some of you cope and move past it to achieve a healthier existence I HATE steroids and do my best to handle my flares without them.....what are some treatments that help you?
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skinny love
this song is just on my mind today Bon Iver http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhJ0OKB3Lmc&feature=related
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i'm thinking about swearing "it" off for a bit
i ended an 8 year relationship in december just before my 34th birthday i dated a little january through march i have not been on a date since march not because no one has asked but because it's always such a disappointment to me i'm an intense person and a very frank and open person and i'm just tired of bull**** i'm just…
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the memory of running
my post title....is the title of a book i read 2 yrs ago....about a man who grew into an obese, sad, apathetic person through a series of depressing life events.... then woke up to it all......... that's me....minus a gender difference........ i've been purposely numbing and self medicating my pain with food....and other…
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just venting
sooooo...the EX came into my place of work this afternoon....and told me how much he missed me...and how beautiful i looked....even tried to hug me....and my response was..."yes, it is payday james....and no, you can't have a dime of my hard earned money no matter how falsely flattering you try to be....or how tragically…
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if you met your MFP clique irl.....
where would you hypothetically be (most likely)(strictly based on personality, not health habits alone...otherwise we'd all say the gym, etc.) i think mine would hang at the asylum for the most part....maybe a bar or pub.... nowhere normal
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living alone
i am totally alone now my son moved out just before the thanksgiving holiday i moved my ex out just after my 34th birthday this past december...after 8 years of going nowhere i had a dog i loved very much also during that 8 year period he was my best little friend and the most perfect roommate ever he was hit and killed by…
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the dark side of my weight loss
i don't really know where to begin... i am really just in need of rambling and i've no one to talk to at the moment... i am not feeling well today physically... which led to feeling unwell mentally and emotionally... which led to feeling unwell spiritually... i am filled... at present.... with an extreme aching sense of…
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any parents of autistic teen here? help
i need advise and support.....this is the most difficult time for me in the last 17 yrs and the whole things been hell anyone?
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i'm just curious
how many people look at themselves most days and can't see anything physically good about themselves? i know this is negative and don't get me wrong i don't hate myself.... i like me on every other level and some days are worse than others.....and no matter who says what.....i have always believed i am ugly i really don't…
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holiday movie memories
as strange as it may sound....i watch THE BEST LITTLE WHOREHOUSE IN TEXAS in honour of my mother every christmas since she died....so that makes this christmas #17.....and every time dolly sings hard candy christmas i cry...... any weird not so christmasy movies you watch to honor someone departed?
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soul classics....lol
i am watching late night television.....there's an infomercial for time life music's body and soul collection....lol....and suddenly i am transported to nights when my ex husband wanted to make love.....lmfao....he would put on the very best of african american music and walk around the house with his shirt off rubbing his…
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love your life
..i feel so thankful to be alive right now...i saw a motorcyclist dead by the road this morning...and the woman who hit him was in between 2 lanes of morning traffic just screaming like her mind had gone...and it hit me just how easily any of us could leave home one morning and never come back....love the life you have…
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riot boots
does anyone know where i can get some william murderface style riot boots....that is the ONLY thing my son wants for christmas! anyone???? please????
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my sidewalk encounter....
today...as i was walking into work from my break....a man on the sidewalk smiled and kinda did a check me out kinda thing....and said baby, god is good ....bless you baby bc he just let me know just how good he is through you....i went through my mind trying to recall what i had done to reflect god himself.....lol and…
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Naughty Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving.............
1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait…
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LMFAO
i'm sexy and i know it:laugh: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyx6JDQCslE
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new slang
HENDRIX HOOVES: definition: when somone accomplishes something previously thought to be impossible for them they have "hendrix hooves" (imagine a goat playing guitar and you've pretty much got the idea) SHINY:definition: when you think someone is so awesome they outshine everything around them PLASTIC SURGERY PENTAGRAM…
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forever young
some are cold....some are like the heat....some are the melody.....some are the beat....sooner or later they'll all be gone....why don't they stay young...it's hard to get old without a cause...i don't want to perish like a fading horse....youth is like diamonds in the sun....and diamonds are forever.....many affections…
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sooooo...
here's a topic....billy doesn't want to look at shaytards anymore....so.....i'm obliging him
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for real
has anyone else here found that in taking on this change....and having success.....that it is forcing you to look at ALL of your life.?..all aspects that is...? only to find that you are unhappy with most of it, mate included? when you hate yourself for so long it is easy to let someone else take you for granted and…
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NSV
so my nickname at work now is GAGA (referring to the pop singer for anyone who doesn't get the reference) apparently now that i am down by 30 lbs i am dressing more boldly....not to mention it is the real ME shining through.....i thought it was great....and definitely NSV....i got asked if i ever considered being a plus…
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does anyone else?
do any of you have financial problems and feel that it directly impacts your diet?
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Atkins?
is anyone else following the atkins plan (in any phase )? i'm doing phase 1 : induction just wondering if we could friend up because it would be great for support ;) thanks
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just another NSV
i went shopping today...for clothes...at my fave store evar!...they sell loud and off beat clothes which i have always loved but have been shy about wearing because of my size...well here's the point...i was a 3X pushing a 4X...now i am officially in a 1X...so i bought a crapload of loud clothes, big shiny jewelry, and…
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digging in the dirt
i don't really know where to begin... i am really just in need of rambling and i've no one to talk to at the moment... i am not feeling well today physically... which led to feeling unwell mentally and emotionally... which led to feeling unwell spiritually... i am filled... at present.... with an extreme aching sense of…
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here i am ....
menoewok....just click on me and add me!
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on the edge
i feel like i'm on the edge of a binge i have managed since march 30th to have only one "bad" day but even then i logged it in and did my exercise....knowing i wouldn't break even ...i still hung in there and got up the next morning to start anew i have lost 14 lbs in roughly a month....i have exercised daily i mean…