GLouis4
June Week 1
PW: 158.7
CW: 158.7

inshapeCK
PW: 135.8 pounds (May 20th weigh in as I was delinquent and didn't post a weigh in on May 27th)
CW 134.9 pounds

Down 0.9 pounds. Happy with that. Happy with any loss at this point as I have been struggling to turn things around lately. At one point, maybe last Saturday, when I weighed myself I had gotten back up to 140 pounds so that was the kick in the pants I needed to reign things in and get back to making some healthier eating choices and to get back to regular walking for exercise.

However, being home so much during this pandemic has me eating more junk and hating cooking leads to eating more processed foods and my dad's heart problems have been getting worse so trying to deal with that and support him with social distancing in place and no visitors allowed in his retirement residence has been very hard on me mentally and emotionally even though I support their protocol as their building remains covid free. This morning after I got off the phone with him I just felt overwhelmed and teary and helpless. My dad who usually takes it all in stride is also now showing signs of discouragement and frustration with it all that is going on with his heart so that upsets me too as I wish there was something more I could do. I am doing all I can by dropping him off at the hospital when he needs to go to the arrhythmia clinic as I am not allowed to go in due to current pandemic protocols and getting him masks and monitoring his vitals and staying in touch with his cardiologist/electro-physiologist and anything else I can for him. Yesterday he was going to be put on a waiting list to get surgery done by his electro-physiologist to get a pacemaker as his heart keeps pausing a lot and for way too long but that will only help fix the pauses and unfortunately won't fix his atrial fibrillation/irregular heart beat or fast heart beat and feeling his heart racing and it also doesn't fix his heart from converting from normal rhythm to afib and back to normal rhythm and the cardiologist says that his afib will continue to get worse and the pacemaker also won't fix the problem of him falling to the ground twice on me, once when he went unconscious when we were alone on a trail in a conversation area, and all the tests and specialists still can't figure out for sure what caused those episodes so just feeling teary and overwhelmed today. For those of you who pray, I could use prayers for my dad, that God would heal his heart and have it beat at a normal rate on a regular basis and not pause and not accelerate above normal or go too slow either. My goal today is to try my best to not eat through my emotions as I am craving junkfood right now in this mindframe and feeling this way makes me want to cook even less.

All that being said, back to my weight loss journey, my goal is to get back to my April 1st weight of 133.9 pounds.
Maybe that was just an April Fool's joke on me, lol!


@looneycatblue and @Keepingtrack1234
I had planned to respond to other posts to me from both of you about things I posted in May but would start the responses and never finish so sorry about that. I will let that go and leave May behind me and start fresh this month. Thanks for your responses to my posts though.

@looneycatblue
One thing I do remember you asking last month when I posted what I had been eating for accountability is what is a May West. Their online description says it's a white sponge cake filled with creme and coated in a chocolatey layer." The internet says the snack was originally named after the curvy American movie star Mae West but that after she died they changed the spelling to May West. Here is the outside of the box.




@Keepingtrack1234
I remember you saying to me, "I feel strongly that anyone who is able to do home projects and meditate and make sourdough bread and cook elaborate meals is an alien from outerspace. I have yet to meet any of these people in REAL LIFE! they seem to exist solely on social media.
I consider the day a success if I manage not to: do e-learning without yelling, do my actual job and change out of my pajamas. Bonus points for: showering, laundry, dishes, cleaning walks and bike rides, prepping three basic meals THREE TIMES A DAY.
So, do what feels ok to you. Whatever we are doing-it's enough. Be kind to yourself and give lots of grace."

I am still struggling with this as I really do want to be more productive.
I have one friend who has cleaned so much, her and her kids, that she has even cleaned her wall trim, another friend who has been doing a major purge of items in her house and who has even painted, someone else I know who is doing major home renovations as well as working from home in a totally non-related field, my godmother has been cleaning windows, someone is my Bible Study life group has been cooking and baking all kinds of things that her husband has been raving about and everytime she asks me what I am making I am embarrassed to say as I am mostly heating up things!
I feel like I have less on my plate than many others as I have no paid work right now and I don't have kids so I feel like I should be able to accomplish the many things I want to around my house and I do know I have spent a ton of time watching TV episodes but I do also know that a time of relaxing has been good for me at times as I have been less stressed at times thanks to more down time and I do also know that I have been working hard to provide breakfast and lunch to go every day my husband goes to work and feeding us 3 meals a day when we are both home even though I hate making food and I have been doing a good amount of care ministry via text, email, phone, and door drops to support people during the pandemic and those who have lost loved ones or are going thought health challenges or difficult times.
I do, however, still want to get my motivation and self-discpline in gear so I can get more done though as I really do have the time and I don't want to waste it as I have been home for 11 weeks and I keep feeling disappointed in myself for wasting so much of the time. Just need to get my mind and emotions on board with me to be more productive.

On a different note, I wanted to let you know that I sent you an e-mail/personal message awhile back and it still shows it's unread. I know some people miss the notification when they have a new message.


Sorry everyone for the long post!

Hope to start responding to other group members' posts soon.

allietuge
June Week 1
PW: 168
CW: 169

Jun 2, Tue
Exercised? No. 0 mins, 4,307 steps, lazy day
Calories? Yes in budget
Tracked? Yes

Thursday weigh in's from:
@Colleen790--got it, thanks!
@Doingitforme20
@flourchild225

flourchild225

June week 1
PW:134
CW: 135.4

Tickie99
June Week 1
PW: 168.4
CW: 172.4

Sorry it's so late, a lot has been going on.

@Keepingtrack1234
PW
140.6
CW 140.6
Holding steady...I've been lax this week with things, it's my first week of summer. Lots of pizza, beers or wine at night, snackies...I feel ok with that but don't want to let it get too out of hand. I will get back to better tracking now.

WOW really hate how big those pictures uploaded

Metubal
PW 182.7
CW 181.1

Was a busy week. CPA and dr appointments.. I'm also trying choose next year's curriculum. Homeschool planning and curriculum shopping are fun. My son will be a 7th grader!

Tickie99 wrote: »

Tickie99
June Week 1
PW: 168.4
CW: 172.4

Sorry it's so late, a lot has been going on.

We all completely understand! Thanks for checking in.

looneycatblue
Week 1, Sat 6/6
PW 166.4
CW 166.4
Lucky to have maintained this week.

looneycatblue wrote: »

@Keepingtrack1234

We haven't done a mini-challenge in a while, how about we all try to get 20-30 mins of exercise in 6/7 days this week, anything you want, walking, jogging, lifting milk jugs, whatever, just something to get our hearts pumping and calories burning...?

Go for it! Please feel free to challenge the group, thanks!

matthewsfive wrote: »

WOW really hate how big those pictures uploaded

Wow, you look great and younger! Awesome result

Sunday weigh in from @pen1172!
@looneycatblue would like to suggest a CHALLENGE!
"how about we all try to get 20-30 mins of exercise in 6/7 days this week, anything you want, walking, jogging, lifting milk jugs, whatever, just something to get our hearts pumping and calories burning...?"
If you would like to participate, all you need to do is let us know if you did it or not-you can check in daily if you'd like, whatever works for you!
Thanks!