janehlansing Member

Hello. I am about 90 lbs overweight... would love to have some support b/c I hate looking like this and I am pre-diabetic. (probably full blown) I think i may be started on meds next week, but I can get off the meds. JaneHlansing

I eat for all of those reasons.. and and falling off the boat instead of getting back on.... i eat. I eat when I am hungover or have stayed up too late b/c I feel that I n eed it. I eat b/c I am diabetic and mad about it. So mad. I love bread. Jane

I don't know really... I quit smoking 2.5 years ago....I miss it everyday... however.. I work in a place where I work with the public day to day, and nothing stinks quite as bad to me as someone who smokes right before they come in and I can smell the residue coming out of their lungs.. YUK. I just have to remember that…

5:46am get up. Feed the dog, feed the cats, find clothes for my daughter, give the dog medicine, get out all of my son's medicine for him to take when he gets home from school. 6:10 shower 6:30 wake son. pack hailey's lunch 6:45 tell hailey to get clothes and find her school work. 7am find something for me to eat 7:10-7:30…

I fell off the wagon and then it ran over me. I am trying to get back on track too. I take an anti depressant too.. hopefully it will get better as the spring get's in to swing. I hate how I look so when my self-loathing overcomes my emotional eating, i will hopefully lose again. Jane

WHat's hpd?

*My maiden name does not exist anywhere in the world. I have searched HIGH and low trying to find similiar spellings, found a couple in Michigan, but that's it. I am not even sure where the lineage is from other than scandanavian. My son says he is going to drop his last name when he turns 18 and take my maiden name as his…

10 mcdoubles???? I would explode!

twitchable moments include: their, there, they're. Realy. Prolly. anything with iz on the end and a whole bunch more but it makes my fingers ache and weep to type them.

Unls its wrtn lik diz. That type of writing bugs me. Especially when the writer then says "Sorry for the mistakes, I'm on my phone/tablet/etc." I had to try really hard to make me phone let me type those words, so I know that a smart phone will not overlook them! I turned off autocorrect b/c it made me feel like an idiot.…

I eat my worry and sadness.

I agree with the medication thing. I also hate some of the side effects... The fact the Celexa at night.. makes me want to binge. I either do one thing or another.. This time it is eating too much. I have done the other.. both suck in their own special way. Pushing through it is key. Fake it until you make it. Jane

i used to use a digital scale but it is fickle. It makes me feel bad when i get on it and it says "err" The other one doesn't give me that mean feedback. Jane

You just suck it up and ignore it. You know her better than they do. I will post a pic of my son who is considered obese by normal measuremnet.s Jane

Mine are 18.25. I used to walk on my tippy toes all the time when I was little. My calves are permanently contracted though.. Its one of the most aggravating about my body aside from the being as big as a side of a house. Jane

:heart If they are the best... you are taking advantage of what God has given you. Anxiety won't help. (i know that its like a pink elephant in the room) but, if you figure you have done everything humanly possible and can't do anything but pmore energy in it is just fueling your worry fire. Just keep taking of…

What was the sodium on it? Was it high???

Not that I say those words alot in writing alot.. but I do say boobs! and butt... can't post those either!

Have you ever been to ww forums! Judgemental and it won't let you post if you use word hate or *kitten*. That site has made me cry and stop ww. I even went to atkins after... what a protein fat laden nightmare! Jane

Wow!!!!!

It was sitll yummy! I salted it though.. so I guess I negated the cottage cheese!!!!

Actually it does. I know it shouldn't effect me but it does, as it does with the op. I hate it when my fil who is bone thin... says "didn't you eat?" and everyone looks at me like I should get another plate, like I have insulted his effort. I like the compulsive overeater comment, but my husband's family is full of…

I apologize for the typo. I meant "Mine", not "me" apparently, 5:30am and I don't jive well. Have a wonderful day! Jane

Me are so big.. I don't call them calves.. I call them cows. I need to measure them. Jane

1. What is your eye color? blue 2. What is youre favorite season? summer 3. What is your favorite Holiday? 4. Have you ever been arrested? Nope 5. What are 2 things with in arms reach of you right now? My remote and old lady glasses 6. Would you rather know how you are going to die, Or know when you are going to die? How.…

I think I am diabetic. I was told at my last md appt after blood work that I was border b/c I was running 118 at a fasting sugar. On my diet i was under a little with the carbs today, maybe thhhattts why I am EDGY. I just started this journey so I want to see if I can lose to begin with. Maybe I should try to cut out the…

I cheat on Friday... i mean a big humongous cheat.. So I am trying to be cheatless for a while. Thanks for support. I really do appreciate it. Jane

You look great! Jane