Artaxia

Thank you everyone for your support. i'm not really sad about being diagnosed. i'm happy that i have some answers. i'm sad that it's caused a toll on my relationships/friendships. i'm picking up the pieces and trying to figure things out, i guess is the best way to put it.

Thank you. I have to resort to forums, since I don't have many people in my life. I tried to talk to my mother about it and she completely shut down and said there was no way i could have bipolar disorder because she's perfect and stuff. Don't get me started -_- I'm glad I have MFP to say the least.

bumblebreezy9 Thank you so much for that post. That was really insightful and helpful. Luckily I haven't done too many stupid things. But now that you mention drinking, when I do drink, I get blackout drunk and can't stop. But then I don't touch alcohol again. Unless I'm going out to get drunk...which I haven't in over 2…

I told my best friend to tell me when she notices episodes with me. I'm currently taking my medicine. It's day one. I feel zen after taking my klonopin. It feels weird though, becfause that's not my 'normal' feel. Thank you for your tips. :)

I take adderall for my ADD. I can't take SSRI or SNRI. The last time I was on them I almost killed someone. I get really angry and aggressive on SSRI/SNRI's. They bounced me to quite a few different ones and I reacted the same way on each of them. The Klonopin and adderall seems to work good together so far. I used to be…

aside from the bipolar I've been diagnosed with social anxiety, generalized anxiety, post traumatic stress disorder, add and "general depression". which I didn't understand teh general depression one. Because I'm not depressed in general. I am either awesome feeling or I am not motivated to do anything and i let…

oh thank you. :)

They have me on Klonopin and Adderall. I can hardly keep friendships going in real life, let alone a relationship. And I don't notice my spells. Luckily my doctor has noticed that my sleeping cycle doesn't affect my mood like it does most others. I was just wondering if there was anything I needed to know..or do. This is…

I did a little past 6 months. Trust us women, breastmilk is far, far, far better than your 20 lb. It will come off. It just takes time and it's slow. Unless you have a personal trainer every morning. :)

I feel your pain. I gained 90 lb during my pregnancy. 20 of it dropped off after I had my son. Once I stayed home and breastfed, I gained 20 pounds back. Since then, I have been trying to get the weight off. I've only gotten around 15 pounds off so far. It's tough losing baby weight.

Now I want some, damn you!

i do too. anyone is welcome to add me. and I want people to tell me the truth about my foods lol

Mine went missing for a year, then I bled for a year. This was in high school. After the birth of my son, I had it while I was breast feeding. And when we quit that, it went missing again for 3 months, then it came back with vengeance... and took 2 months to go away. I was medicated both times for the bleeding to go away.

yes, work really hard and watch what you eat. try insanity or 90x series. good luck!

I like the second, first is good too but I feel like you look really young, like a child...young.

breaking bad, dexter, pretty little liars, switched at birth, charmed, angel, buffy, vampire diaries, supernatural....lol I love lots of shows!

Don't ask her on New Years or Christmas. It's overused. Other than that, just ask her, be romantic about it.

Hello, I gain weight in my chest too, but I also am able to lose it. I even out at a C, I am a DD right now. I can't imagine what it's like to be a size H. Looking at your image on your account, I see a beautiful, curvy lady. I think that if your boobs are bothering you so much, you should consider a reduction. I think…

thank you! I was trying to figure out my TDEE and try to figure it out from there, but I got a little confused. I plan on having to modify for at least one to two weeks. I hope that after that point in time, I will be able to do the exercises correctly. :)

It's bothering you because you pay for your membership. They may be low income, and can't afford it. I honestly wouldn't say anything. It's not your business, unless they harm you. The gym should watch their doors better.

I am looking forward to starting this, this evening. After my little one decides to sleep. ;) He's trying to close my laptop as we speak.

Thank you everyone! I am looking forward to it. I was doing Tae Bo with Billy Blanks but I fell off the bandwagon when exams came up. I'm really excited to start. So the videos are 2 hours long? Do you guys do this in the morning or evening? I have a little infant, so I'm trying to figure out if I should do this at night…

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Thank you. I expect it to be hard, but I am looking forward to it. I can't do a push up to save my life...so hopefully as time progresses, I'll be able to do at least that. Can I add you?

I am starting p90x tomorrow. What are your plans besides limiting your calories?

mischievous

I was told that I looked like a football player, keep in mind this was when I was 160 lb, 6'0" tall and in a size 7 and not eating. I also was told that I looked ugly in my clothes, by my ex boyfriend because I was "so fat". Keep in mind he was over 300 lb by the time I walked out on his *kitten*. I've also had the "if you…

hershey kisses man! >;o

Great job! You look wonderful!!!

I ate 1827 by guesstimating. I didn't really eat much. I was in a very uncomfortable place. I had to go to my boyfriends mothers side of the family. They're all crazy and some of them are really insulting (Y) Anyway, the cheesecake was delicious. :) I had a lot of fun chasing my child around though. I had to guesstimate…