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Hi Again
I'm not sure how to start here. I have been heavy for years and been on and off diet plans for the last 20 plus years. I've recently lost about 87 pounds and then hit a brick wall over the last 6 months. It was just last week that I woke up and decided it was time to get back on track seriously. I still have about 1110-120…
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why change is so important
It has been a while since I have posted up a topic but here goes: At the age of 26 my heaviest weight ever was 372.6 pounds. As of now I have 208 pounds left to lose. I can go on about why I got so heavy but that is not what important anymore. what is important is How and why I am going to take this very long and probably…
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FINALLY
THIS IS NOT A weight loss success but an emotional break through that is definitely a success. Wow this is amazing after 4 years and the last 12 weeks of doubting my self I had a massive break through today July 31st 2013 this will be the day that I will never forget. IM actually smiling and laughing while I type this Im…
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What A gift.
Post Partem So the last blog I wrote was how excited I was about having to chance to have a V back and the C section that was scheduled for March 11th was canceled. well here goes nothing about what happened. I was told that if the baby is less than 9 pounds we could try for a V back. On March 11 I had to go down to a…
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Here I go Again
So Here I go again: Right now It seems that I have done what I have always done start over have 3 great weeks have one weight gain and then I lose all motivation and I go off for a couple of months just to come back and have a higher weight than when I started. Im wondering what it is that makes me quit when it comes to…
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WHAT IF
what if I listened to my doctor and did everything I was supposed to. What if I kept to goals that I set for myself. What if I stopped sabatoging my own good work through eating. And then I realized ENOUGH with the what ifs. Im done looking at the would haves, could haves, should haves, but didin't. Im finished listening…
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New
I forced my self today to face reality. I got on the scale and what i saw did not shock me, which in itself scared me. I mean most people would be shocked if they realized that they tipped the scale at 326 pounds. Im Married with a 2 year old son, and im realizing that I dont have the energy to play with him like i used…
