Daily Chats and Encouragements
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We had a wild and wooly storm last night….took out one of our TV stations, wrecked the building but no injuries, thank God. hail, 60 MPH winds and heavy rain. I'll check my car for damage when I take trash out…
I rested fairly well last night and since I had the extra nap…was awake until 11:30…Got up at 5:00. In storms like we had, it makes me very glad to be in an apartment and feeling more safe.
My pain is really bad today. About triple the norm…so I am struggling to tidy up….Getting up to move about every 15 minutes. I'll put more air in my stability ball today. I'd think that would ease the pain somewhat and help me find my "core"…LOL…I'll use the leg machine as well. Am doing my 5X15 moves…have done 2 rounds so far. Praying and staying focused.
I got my chicken thighs in the mini slow cooker with a can of Rotel and some fajita blend frozen veggies. Love those. I couldn't find any taco seasoning so put in a packet of Sazon and some minced garlic. I'll poke around some more in there. I'd thought about doing it in the air fryer but didn't feel up to slicing the chicken….Hoping it will be OK as is. I had 3 of the thighs thawed that I was concerned about being freezer burned but they aren't. Hooya!
I've lost my new container of sea salt! Ack! I have searched all my spots and the drawer I last saw it in, with my canned goods, about 3 times and have yet to spot it! I had some corn on the cob a couple of nights ago…and used the last of my current container. I don't use added salt much but some things just need it!
I'm going to go putter in the kitchen some. I have he dishwasher, declutter and trash on the list for that area….Blessings to all in this new day. Love and prayers.
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Today is the start of week 4 of diaylsis - session 10.
I have been having iron transfusions and should have another 5 I believe but they are really doing a number on me so will talk with them today. I don't like that it has brought on problems with bowels leaving me with some hemmroid problems. This weekend was difficult in that respect so need to get this undercontrol.
Blood pressure has been low (under 100/80) so they are watching it closely. I am not having any of the symptons of low blood pressure which is good and when feeling dizzy when standing I just sit back down
Weight wise is good - between 222 - 224 pounds. They have adjusted the water they are pulling out to allow for a slower lost or around 1 - 2 pounds per week.
Talked to the kidney dietation on Saturday. Was the best one yet that had lots of good information - she has access to my blood work so works around that for what I should eat. Goal she has given me right now is 4 - 5 glasses of water (this includes water, gingerale, water from soup). Also right now she wants to have me increase my protein amount to 20 grams each meal. We walked about each meal and she says I am not getting enough protein at breakfast. So she gave me some positive suggestions there to how to improve that. Her main concern right now is to help me eat right for my kidneys because I am on diaylsis. I mentioned that I need help re weigh loss and she said she would help me there as well. Mainly I am to eat whole foods (nothing processed) and to read all labels. Eat fruit, vegetables and protein keeping the carbs as low as possible as they just add on pounds.
Praying for you ladies that you get a good understanding of what processed foods do to our body and to get it out of our food program - they do so much problem to our body - if you are monitoring salt read the labels and there should be no more than 10% sodium to be ok to eat.
Have a good day ladies
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I am so glad that you are getting such good help, Marilyn! Wow, those are the weights I would love to see again! I am riding at 235 right now, 5 pounds down from my recent high of 239-241. I do read labels and look for things that don't have the gobble-d-goop at the end. I found a possible morning bite that has no additives in it, just real food, but they are more expensive than what I am getting now, which is also with no additives, just real food, organic! Sometimes It's not available so I need to find something different for those times. Wade and I tried making our own, but it just wasn't good. The protein powder that I like to use isn't available right now, so I had to find another that had pea protein in it and no additives. I'll get that until I am able to get another one. Wade likes to do smoothies after his workouts so I add my green powder and my magnesium threonate to his smoothies as well as the vegan protein powder. I am praying for you, dear sister!
Bren, wow, you are doing great if you are able to accomplish things with that much pain! I was able to do several house laps and one round of upper body exercises with the weights. It's the breathing that is the problem with getting more done. I'm hoping I can build up to more. Will get some in today and every day as able.
Love you, my ladies!
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Kim…Like an overloaded plate….my plans were bigger than my output! I did use the machine for 15 minutes, did the dishwasher business and more of the 5X15 moves but little else on my task list. I need a "Task Force" to come up in here. The pain is down a few notches today so I'll tick a few more things off the list. Yesterday, I collected the trash, need to take it out now…got my laundry dragged into the front area for today's pick up. Will open the door shortly and I sent a text to grab it and go in case I wasn't up in time. I did buy more wash cloths!
Marilyn, I too, am so glad you are getting good care and you stay in my prayers. I did a decent lunch yesterday of Tilapia in the air fryer and broccoli. It was so good. I love the Tilapia and I have a bag of Whiting filets in the freezer as well. I am trying to lighten up and eat more real food. It was delicious and the only sodium was in the garlic butter spread….Dinner was much more because I found a very old box of salt in the back of my cabinet! I had small gold potatoes and corn on the cob for dinner.
Missy, praying you are improving at your spot. Those triple blows are excruciating and knock the wind from our sails quickly.
Today's stats:245.4…118…113/67 59
Love you ladies….blessings to you in this new day God gave us.
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Those numbers are holding in that good range! Woohoo for you! And look at those meals, you are doing great. I had some turkey casserole for lunch and my apple/yogurt/granola for dinner. My snack was pretzels and dip. I'm still holding with my weight.
My breathing was bad last night. I discovered that when I laid down on my right side I had a hard time catching my breath, so I moved to my back and it was much easier to catch my breath. It's a bit rough this morning, but not as bad as last night. Any kind of activity makes my breathing difficult and my chest ache. I think it's one of the issues that comes with an auto immune disease. Lungs are one of the most common issues for people with rheumatoid arthritis.
I did talk to Emerge Ortho and they sent a referral to another rheumatologist in New Bern. I gave them the wrong name of the hospital - I said East Carolina which is near Raleigh but I told her in New Bern which is Carolina East. I hope she gets the right one. I haven't heard from anyone, but it's only been one day! Watch, the other Rheumatologist will probably call. If they have a really good date I may take it unless the other Rheumatologist's office calls first!
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Hoping you get a call and appointment soon….and you get where you need to go. I have nights on occasion when breathing is difficult but nothing near what you deal with!
We had another storm last night. That's about 4 in the past week. Very heavy rain. I love it but then I am tucked inside and safe and no longer having to drive in it for work. I pray for the safety of those who do.
Thank you! I'll have fun with it. I call it playing in the kitchen. While I need fast and easy, due to pain and mobility issues, knowing my meals can be much healthier within those confines is a gift. I need to make a list of such things and use it.
I was up for a couple of hours after midnight so didn't get up for the day until 9:45. I'll see what I can get out of me today. It is still a bit cloudy but dry so I can get the trash out at last. I've been wanting to go to the Dollar Tree and poke around but this hip says not yet….
I want to see the 230's again soon…I've been stuck for much too long. I need to schedule appointments for late August-Mid September and would be so happy to be feeling better and treading lighter. I pray I never see 250 again!
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I hope to never see that weight again. I think that if I didn't have the lipedema I would weight 40-50 lbs less than I do right now and be very close to the weight I'd love to get down to. Anyone got about $25,000 for liposuction and surgery to tuck my flabby skin back in??? Eek. When the AMA figures out it really is a disease insurance will pay for it. I'll weight again tomorrow and see what's happened.
I pulled a Bren this morning, I was up at 4:30 this morning. I just couldn't lie there struggling to catch my breath any longer. Sitting up helped quite a bit. I may need to take deep breaths, but they catch when sitting up. No news yet from the new referral. I will wait until Tues or Wed next week before I make another call. I can't believe I have to wait 17 more days to get my CT scan. It seems like I was able to get my other ones so much faster, but for some reason this one is taking a long time! The soonest they could get me in is a Sunday morning - hate it, but my NP said I need the soonest date they have. I sure do hope it shows something - then I know there is a reason for all of these breathing issues! Jesus can completely heal me before then, He is able, but I also know that He knows more than I know and has a purpose for anything He allows. Teach me, Jesus; help me glorify and honor You; help me reach out to someone in need.
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My friend Sharon would say she worried about a flabby tummy if she lost weight. At our age that would be the least of my worries as nobody but me, God, Doctors and maybe some EMT dudes would ever see it. If only you could get the lipedema swished off! You are limited in what you can do in that situation!
After about a week of good, more normal rest….I am back to the wee hour wandering, much pain, extreme weakness…I slept thru the bug man yesterday! I totally forgot he was coming, didn't get up until almost 10 and he had come and gone while my place had the hoarder look. Tho I am sure he's seen worse and will again!
Wow…I wouldn't think Sunday appointments were a thing and I understand why you don't like it…that's a quick one and you do need it.
I haven't got a new inspection date for the bed bugs. I found a harborage spot…behind my headboard but it's too far down to reach. I will use my magnifying glass to read the instructions on that Cross Fire….I should be able to spray the little freaks safely. I will see. I am still trapping them on tape every two days and threw away the new bed skirt as that too was a hiding place.
I will have my coffee and morning time, plan my chores for the day and Take care of business to the best of my ability.
Today's stats: 242.6…108…111/71…59 I have been adhering to my 1200-1500 calories, no sugar, lower carbs/sodium. Most days are at the 1500 mark but yesterday was 1200. I had one of my lovely omelets for lunch and 2 grilled ham and Gouda sandwiches on LC bread for dinner with baby pickles. I had NSA peaches with a bit of cottage cheese as a snack. I am 3.6 away from 239….You might hear me squealing when I hit it! My sugar before dinner was 69 so I skipped the Fiasp and still did great. I am so thankful!
Be blessed today all….best where most needed. Love you!
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Praise the Lord, look at those numbers! BP looks a wee bit low on top, especially for someone who is used to a higher number, but praise the Lord you did fine! Mine yesterday was 116/69 or so, this morning it's 107/67. That's on my right wrist, my left wrist is covered with my hand brace so the right will have to do. It is usually lower than my left side by a few numbers. I've been hovering around 235 weight. I did do some house walking and upper body weight work yesterday and will try again today.
Wade got out the tub seat. It's partway out of the tub so I can sit down and bring my legs into the tub from that position. I feel stable going in that way! My skin is going to love soaking in that water! I'll still use my wipes in between showers, but this way it is safe for me. Thank the Lord.
Well, I'm going to get some lunch. Love y'all.
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I have the wipes you recommended and some shower sponges for my sink baths. My teeny bathroom won't accommodate one of those seats. I do have a stool in my tub but getting in is a real hardship and my tub doesn't drain well so it's half full of water before I can finish. I'm glad your seat works for you!
That's the Benicar and lower sodium intake at work I suppose. My BP ran high for many months until he switched me to the Benicar. I was surprised at today's number but happy!
House laps….mine are 60 steps round trip so I need to do a lot of them! I feel safer inside as I get so weak and fear falling. My few ventures out come close to doing me in some days. I am sure I can still build up some strength. With a bit of effort and consistency!
I can understand my poor Mama's days, now that I am up in age but praise God…the foot issue hasn't been a bother in about 2 years! That's such a blessing…that episode back in March of 2022 was the worst, when both went out at the same time and had me bedridden for a full week….and was the start of my sleep issues. I am blessed!
This came up on my FB page….brought to mind some of our spelling issues. LOL….
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Went back to doc yesterday for diabetes check/and I am still sick ugh!
Doc said I have bad bronchitis, sinusitis, and both ears are full of fluid.
I am so fatigued. This has been a really hard couple of months.
My grandbaby is still coughing and wheezing because she got double ear infections from the pneumonia.
I have never been this sick in summer months…what in the world???
Thought I would update ya'll. Praying for you all.
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Wow, Missy, I'm so sorry you are getting one thing on top of another. I had a sinus infection after one of my pneumonias but not so many things at once. Praying for you, my friend.
I did get some squats in yesterday. I'll just start out with one set until I know what my right leg is going to do. I did two last night and my right leg feels weaker and sorer than usual. My circuit around my house is about 75 steps, but I only do them until I can't anymore. When I walked two days ago I did around six or seven laps. I have my watch set to a face that counts my steps so I'll see how many that is today! I had it set on a face that showed me a beautiful jelly fish but didn't give me as much information as I wanted. I know, jelly fish, but it was a relaxing face and made me smile to see it! The Jelly fish is moving and it's so cool. There are four different jelly fish! I set it with my heart rate at the top, the time next, day and date on the third line and steps on the bottom! Woohoo. I love these watches.
Well, I'm going to do some exercises before lunch. Love y'all.
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Missy, I am so very sorry to hear you are still so sick! There' never a convenient time for such things. You remain in my prayers, Love.
Kim, I do one lap at a time as my legs go numb very quickly. Another reason I don't want to be outside! Nothing but concrete out there. Inside, I have the AC and things to grab when needed…furniture, counters and quick seating.
This sit bone pain has been every bit as bad in it's way as the years of foot pain and trouble was. the only comfort is in lying down. Waaah… I had another rough night so didn't get up until 11:00. That's not conducive to a productive day.
Love and prayers….
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That's alright, do what you can without hurting yourself. Take the time in bed to do some Bible Study or prayer time too. I hate this for you and keep you in my prayers.
I'm hanging in at 235, even after a couple of treats over the weekend.
It's just to hot and muggy to try to do anything!
Love you
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Thank you dear friend….Love you!
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Great verses, and that will be me today.
I've been hoarse for several days with a mild sore throat. I looked that up to see if it has to do with the RA, and yes, it can inflame the joints in your throat and cause hoarseness, mild pain is swallowing and a feeling like something is stuck in your throat. Bingo! I do those coughs to try to clear it and that makes things worse! I remember my friend having this trouble when she first learned about her RA. She is taking meds to control the RA so she hasn't had much trouble with that. I just have to get an RA doctor to call me! That's in the Lord's hands!
Wow, was down to 234 this morning. Not having a snack last evening must have helped!
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Oh no! New symptoms….I am so sorry to hear that. Yes, you do need to get under the care of an RA doctor. I pray that happens soon.
I got a bit of bad news today…I went to see Mary about the electric not being drawn yet from my account…a week late…She is working on them today and has a whole stack to deal with….said she had 6 move outs last week so has been super busy. The bad bit is about the reoccurrence of the BB's….I will have to contact Pest Patrol myself…keeping it under the wire because if she puts it on paper, she has to evict me! Ack! Neither of us want that to happen. So that's on my to do list.
I managed to get a few tasks completed this afternoon…still need to get trash out, vacuum some more and declutter a few spaces. Thursday, I need to go out for meds and may do a pick up from HEB…I've had a real aversion to the outings of late due to the increased pain and weakness…but as you said…it's all in the Lord's hands.
Last night, I was awake from 11:30 until 7 AM….got up at Noon-ish, had a 2 hour nap this afternoon and am up and ready to go again for awhile.
I'm going to look for Pest Patrol info and give them a call. Rest easy, be gentle with yourself….doing the same at my spot!
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Last night was a bit less disruptive so I got more normal rest, got up at 6:30. and feel better, somewhat. I got trash to the dumpster, delivery ordered for my meds, am pecking at my chore list, got an appointment for tomorrow for the bug man's inspection and start date for treatment. This round will be much less disruptive considering the problem has not become a raging one….yet! I am thankful and blessed.
Someone had left two waste baskets at the dumpster…in hopping up on the curb to investigate…my hip screamed rather loudly and I said out loud…" well, I haven't done that in awhile." Made me think I might move my step thing back in the living room so I can use it and maybe improve my mobility? I use it under my walker for stability. I haven't used the step to get in the bed for a couple of months now.
I had an idea for a semi shower….I have a 4 gallon wastebasket in my tub with a 4 cup measuring cup for dipping. I think if I fill the basket with hot water and kind of slosh it over myself, the tub won't overfill while I do my business. It's on my list to do.
I'm going to go scope out a Motel room just in case I am required to vacate the premises again…I'm hoping I won't have to since the bugs are only in the bedroom currently.
Blessings to all in this new day…..Love you!
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Wade had a similar idea. I could get one of those big metal containers and take a shower in that, kind of like you said, pouring the water over me from another large container. No thanks. This works just fine. It does wear me out, especially the getting dressed when wet and then having to blow dry my hair. I only had energy enough to blow dry the front this last time! That is just pitiful! I like your idea. it's awesome that you can get into your tub!
I took a 1.5 hour nap right after I did my morning Bible Study on the computer. I looked up Father on my e-Bible (E-sword, it's free) and then went through 300+ findings and separated them out into the different designations: Father, My Father, Our Father, etc… It was interesting. I'm also looking up the parables and lessons Jesus used. Very interesting. We got Lockyear's book, All the Parables in the Bible. I'm going to read that after I get done looking them up.
Love y'all. You are in my prayers.
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LOL…easy is best….or easier….it's a struggle to get in the tub and out so I always pray for protection as I never want big, beefy EMT's to have to rescue me from that scenario.
I had my re-inspection…I had to catch a nap in the recliner so I'd hear him at the door….I am scheduled for treatment on Monday so will pack a bag in case I have to leave the premises. I am praying I don't since I struggle so much with the weakness and pain. The cost is only $200 less this time….at $1315, with three follow ups. That's been a very expensive 2 pair of pillow cases. Ack! I'll just be glad to have it dealt with and pray to see the end of them for good afterwards.
I'm going down for a proper rest/reading time now…I need it as I did not rest well last night. I have a pack of ground chicken to make chili with tonight. Lunch was ranch style beans with cheese and the last of my zero tortillas. I don't really like them much. the texture is off…If my slaw mix is usable…I may do a stir fry instead since the beans were chili-ish? It's a day where I need simple and very quick fixings….
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Oh my, that is a lot! Did you write a review for the pillow cases to let people know they might find BB's in them? You should at least send a note to Wal-mart to let them know. If you go to
and go to the bottom of the page you'll see "We'd love to hear what you think" and a Give Feedback button. I would just send them a note and tell them what you've experienced. Maybe someone else won't suffer like you have.
I called the rheumatologist's office that should have gotten the referral. I had to leave a message, so hopefully they are looking for the referral at the least and at the best, finding an appointment date for me. I can not believe that I am having trouble with both places! Jesus knows, and if He wants me to see a rheumatologist, then He will open that door!
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I posted a review back in March or so of 2023…I don't remember if it was with Walmart or Mainstays….the brand? made in China and makers of many products. No response and I haven't posted anything since. Round one was after 1.75 years of infestation. I didn't hold Walmart accountable as they didn't make them, only sold them but I do agree, they and others should know about this issue…I would think others did get them the same way. Horrid things.
Yes…it's a lot! Round one was $1550 with 3 follow ups and 4 more follow ups at $150 each after….It's certainly raided my meager "retirement fund" but I am so very thankful I have it for such emergencies. Since I don't romp about, travel etc. my needs are few.
I woke up feeling off with blurry vision…sugar was 63. I had the box of orange juice from my side table thing….it perks me up pretty quickly. I don't like it lukewarm but it's a quick fix. A yogurt works well too. I have more orange juice on my list. I'm holding the cart at Walmart….may place an order for tomorrow's delivery.
I hope you hear something today…like… come in Monday.
I'm going to go back to bed now. It's 1 AM and I did take the Tylenol PM so hope I rest better. Love and prayers for us all…..
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Amen!
I thought about that too, others must have gone through what you are going through because Mainstay is a huge seller! I am so grateful we've never had that problem.
Well, I called the orthologist's office and asked if I had the right place. Yes. So they sent another one over. I cannot believe I am having to do this again! The Carolina East doctors are really good and we like that hospital a lot, several from our body have gone there and had received excellent care, as did Mom! I just have to get past the office help! LOL! I called the rheumatology office again to let them know that they had sent another referral, so we will see how that goes.
Feeling off today. Breathing is difficult and again, heavy fatigue.
I ordered another shaker bottle. It was just $6.50 with my Prime points, but just $8.57 on it's own. I needed one that I didn't have to hold the tab down when shaking it. This one has a twist off mouth piece! I'm using a water bottle now and have to untwist it every time I want a drink, so it's not like it will be a problem having to do that. My hands just don't like having to hold the tab down while I shake it. This is for my water. I add some thickener, my magnesium threonate, and my green powder. Having a wide lid will make things easier as well since I have to use a funnel on the water bottle right now! I like the thickener. It's just slightly thicker than the water is, but it's enough to keep me from occasionally choking. I can make it as thick as I like as well.
Well, I'm going to go and rest a bit. Love you
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That's another beautiful verse and a comfort to our soul!
I had a nice shaker bottle once, gave it away. It had the stainless steel wire ball thing in the bottom. It came with some shakes I never used. One of many things I thought I'd use and didn't! Currently, I still make a mess with my poke straw on the orange juice box. I hope you like your new bottle when you get it. I'm glad what you're doing with the water helps.
I hope the second referral grabs attention and an open spot on the schedule! Prayers concerning the breathing….So sorry that's a struggle today.
I generally avoid office help because I avoid my doctors….I did take a call from my PCP's office a couple days back tho…it was to ask if I wanted to schedule an appointment for my yearly wellness check? I've not done that at all yet….told her I am aiming for mid August-early September for appointments. Praying for more stability and less pain. I use the patient portal for the majority of my contacts, with good results.
I got back to sleep fairly quickly, slept soundly until almost 10. I don't make coffee this late so I'll have a tea at lunch time.
I was thinking my bug man comes on Monday but it's Monday the 30th…I'm glad I got that so I'm not waiting on him and rushing about preparing…I'll have a few days to move at normal speed…which is a notch or two above turtle.
Yep….I just know I can't have been the only one to acquire the bugs that way! I have ordered bedding, towels, etc. for years without a problem! A neighbor on the far side had them and they came in on a new sofa. I hope she has remained free since our first treatment.
I went over my 1500 calories yesterday, started and ended the day with with an OJ due to lows. AM 82 and PM 63. Mostly I am staying at or below the 1500 goal. That's an improvement. The BP has been great and I'm thankful for any sparks I get! So glucose and BP….yippee….weight…sigh!😯
I'm off to poke around for lunch and have that tea. Love you my friend!
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Now both of my eyes are totally red. I saw where coughing can cause the vessels to break. Not sure what is going on. Having headache and pressure behind eyes. Please keep in prayer.
Prayers for you all too
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Missy…might ought you be in the hospital? You've been thru the mill back nd forwards for much too long! Continued prayers for you and yours…for healing, strength, provision and God's comfort and peace in this time of physical turmoil. You are loved sweet girl…
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Oh, Missy, I'm so sorry this nasty thing continues. I agree, you need to see someone. It's lasted too long. When I went three weeks with a virus the "doc" PA I saw said that was too long and we needed to get it stopped - I ended up having pneumonia again because of the coughing sickness I had. That is something that definitely needs keeping an eye on. You are in my prayers! I hope babies ears are better now!
My referral is finally with a doctor who has to look over it before I can get an appt. Sometime next week she should have her answer! Praise the Lord.
The scale read 233.4 this morning - woohoo! I would take it down to 232.8 because of the weight of my clothing, but it's close enough. Praise the Lord it's coming down.
Have a blessed Lord's Days, my ladies. Love you.
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Woohoo indeedy! I look forward to seeing that number again at my spot. I can barely remember the days in the 220's but hope to see them again as well.
I had a decent night but still woke a couple of times and prowled about once. Watched TV a bit, read some more until I got back to sleep.
Oh yay! Glad you heard from them on the referral at least and hope they get you in quickly. Somebody needs to take me in to see somebody too!
My Optimum internet has been working again so I will cancel Vexus, that I got back when Optimum said they couldn't fix my connection due to bad wiring in the complex. Duh…I am spending $75 a month for Vexus and not using it. Nobody does land line phones anymore and that's why I do the high dollar "bundle" with Optimum. With rent going up in January, all the BB costs etc. I need to reign in my budget.
I found this info to try for this major pain! I'll have to do some in bed as I can't get in the floor anymore…
To relieve sit bone pain, focus on stretches and exercises that target the hips, buttocks, and lower back. Gentle stretches like knee-to-chest, piriformis stretch, and figure four stretch can help. Strengthening exercises like glute bridges and hip abductions can also provide relief and improve stability.
Praying I can do some and get some relief. I had the notion of strapping a grabber to my cane this morning as the pain in bending over to pick things up has me near tears!
Today's stats: 243.2….130….124/71 66
Have a blessed day at your spots. I aim to have one here as well. God is good…all the time and has us in His care. Love and prayers.
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Well it has been 1 month / 15 treatments on the kidney dialysis and am learning to make changes to my life due to all the time at the hospital
Each time I am connected (for 4 hours) the machine continues to set off the alarm saying something is wrong. They have advised me that I need another surgery to correct the port they put in as they believe there is something wrong with it as the alarms keep going off and therefore I am not getting a good treatment.
Right now I am set up for Mondays Wednesday Fridays and this Tuesday I have a meeting with my team - the doctors, nurses, and dietition. Have a list of things that I want to have then look into -advocating for myself.
Each time they are taking of 2 kgs of water - so they get it off and when I return it is back on- so have to work at that not happening and also on decreasing my body so that I can lose the weight therefore the water weight removed would look different.
Right now my morning weight is 222 lbs and evening weight when I go for a treatment it is 225 = so I have to get more help from the dietition to get the 225 down to 220 - working 5 pounds at a time.
Went to church today though I was in a lot of pain - felt God tell me that pain or not I needed to go - and am glad I did as it was a great service. Basically he talked about when we are living a 'me' life (meaning what we have learned and reacted up to growing up we form a pattern of how to take care of 'me') and when we live this way we can not live a God filled life. We have to let go of the 'me' of my life and let God be in control. Hard I know but when we really want to be closer to God we have to let go our our ways of survival and turn learning to put all trust in God. We have to take the time to hear God speak to us - when we are living in a 'me in control life' we won't hear from God though He is always there.
I was asked on Saturday what is the purpose of my life at this season - what is God wanting me to do? After reflecting about this for some time I realized that when I am feeling fairly good I can willing share what is happening to me with the Lord directing my life. But when it turns into a very painful day I am not showing anything about what God is doing in my life - I am complaining of the pain, being tired and so on.
I realize God does not give me this condition I have, he doesn't give me the pain, but when I take to dealing with it he steps aside- when I see that it is better letting Him to be in control with this pain and all that I am gong through, I come across more content, joyful because I am turning over all that the condition does to my body to Christ who in turn gives me more strength to handle it.
Ladies am praying for you - please take time to really look at what you are going through re medically and look at what you are eating all the meds you are taking. Take this to the Lord asking Him to help you replace meds with better eating habits - be willing to make the changes not just some of them. I am speaking from experience when I turned it all over to Him completely things started taking a turn in the right directionm- yes still lots of pain but Christ is taking on most of that now as I continue to do as He directs with resepect to proper nutrition, time spent with the Lord and by 'just taking up the plow and moving forward' - He is in control I am His child following Him daily- hourly not leaning onto my so called knowledge without Him giving a direction to move.
Am praying that on Tuesday when I sit with my team they will get to work with me so that it is not difficult getting on the bed or chair causing more sores around my backside (nurses aren't allowed to lift you when you need to be reposition, you are to do it yourself and for me that is very difficult and am also looking forward to getting help with nutrition re respect to lose 10 pounds as I would like to get down to 210-212 as soon as possible. Right now I am having trouble with eating - breakfast is ok but somewhat to high on the carbs and the other 2 meals look more like a healthy snack so something has to change - in the line of vegetables but fruit is on program
Be blessed
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Marilyn, you are doing so well in this new phase of your life. I'm so happy that you are taking your pain and your disease to Jesus and letting Him give you joy in the midst of it. It's not always easy, but God has a purpose for allowing these thing and we have to glorify and honor Him in the midst of it, learn what He wants us to learn and be a light for Jesus to others. Satan isn't stopping his attacks on us, and if we bring it to Jesus, trust Him with it we rob the evil one of the victory and we get the victory through Jesus! In our Church we learn that we must die to sin, self (me) and satan. Just like what you were saying. We are on the narrow way, God's way, and to stay on the narrow way we have to live according to His commands. He wants to bring us through to the end of the way - eternal life. We have to let go of the culture we grew up with. How many people do you know who say that you must go to college, it's the only way to get ahead in life! Who would want to send their kids to some of the colleges out there today? Kids who love Jesus are persecuted and denigrated in these schools. Teachers will even fail them if they bring Jesus into their classrooms. It's that way in the high schools. The filth that they are teaching our little ones is unspeakable and well, filthy! Government schools are not a place we want our little ones going to, parents need to make sacrifices to teach their own children. Children taught in home schools are smarter and farther ahead than those taught in government schools. God has to be on the throne of our hearts and everything that we do has to be weighed by His will, His commands, and His Word.
Praying for you, Marilyn, that your team will hear what you have to say and give you the wisdom and encouragement to help with your eating habits and give you clear solutions.
Bren, those numbers are looking good. Keep moving, bit by bit, that is supposed to help with the pain. I know when I stand up from sitting down it hurts, but the more I move the less it hurts - until my back starts hurting from moving around - LOL! I am going to work on getting more walking in and working with my three pound weights; and you can work on your stretches. I may do some stretches to hopefully help with this torn muscle and degenerating muscle in my gluteus muscles. It's painful to sit or even to lie down on my right side with any weight in that area. I need a donut pillow to put on that side! I had a bed pillow on my chair from just a minute, it was too high to comfortably get in my chair (my short legs!).
Love you gals and am praying for you.
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