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If you are worried about getting sick...... I am normally required to get the flu shot/mist because I am in the military. I normally do get sick, but this time I made a tincture that I drank before and after that was overloaded with vitamin c. You take: one orange couple slices of ginger half a lemon cut them all up (DO…

God I wish I could be there to support you. :( We both need it right now. What happened with the inpatient treatment you were doing, the daycare? Maybe you really need to admit yourself into the hospital again. I don't want you to die....please do something....I need you.

Anything by dubstep prodigy Porter Robinson. I've been listening to him nonstop for almost a week.

Stomach and thighs. I guage how my day is going to go by my stomach. If it's flat, it will be a good day, if not, not a good day. Thighs...I just plain hate how big they are. Shrink already you stupid things.

I went for help. I asked my boss to help me. I went to therapy to get help. I ate pizza when I got home after only eating grapes, pumpkin seeds, and rice crackers in the morning. I want to get better. :)

I've never purged (traditional style) but latley it has become a screaming voice in my head to do it. Like right now. I ate way too much and just want it gone. I am fighting it but I feel like I get weaker and weaker every time. Arg, I feel so panicked. :(

Started in 2005 and lasted about a year, then disaapeared. Reappeared after a long stint in the hospital in 2010 and hasn't left since.

Congrats!! I have been in the Navy for 9 years and love it. :)

I actually saw someone out in New Orleans wearing this. :( It made me so sad.

This this this. :) I wish more people would go get fitted. I get upset when I see people buy running shoes at the store because they look cool. If you don't have a store that does that though, you can search at runners world or runners sites for ways to figure out what type of feet/stride/pronation you have. And if you…

Thank you for sharing those photos! And thank you for the thanks. :) AG2, US Navy, 9 years and counting.

Yesterdays was 500 too.....I don't want to attack you. It just seems odd. I'm not saying you need help...that's not for me to decide. Just seeing two post kind of relating to the same thing worries me, and looking at you diary, even back a few months.

But in your diary entries you have only been eating about 500 cals.

Didn't you post something like this before? I think it was one asking if 500 cals a day was okay to eat, which is obviously what you are doing.

Hello. :) I live in Picayune, MS, south of Hattiesburg. :) Nice to meet ya. :)

Hey love, make sure you join the Eating Disorders Support group. :) And add me. :)

And this is what I was talking about. But I didn't want to come right out and say it.

You can always do something else. :) Do some videos like yoga or somethin'. I asked those questions above because if it becomes a constant thing (like what I deal with every day) it could be a signal of something serious.

it depends....does it happen often? And what is your definition of freaking out?

This. If I don't work out in the morning, it probably isn't going to happen.

This made me LOL. :)

I am diagnosed EDNOS. Sometimes I just don't eat enough. Sometimes I work out more than I should to burn off something I ate. Sometimes I do both at the same time. I constantly feel like I am on a tightrope, with ana on one side and mia on the other. I kind of teeter between the two, sometimes stopping by to have a visit…

Hey everyone...my name is Kayla and I am 28 I was recently diagnosed EDNOS, but have had issues since 2006. I tend to be very strict in what I eat and have a tendency to work out too much. Stress and anxiety bring my ED out in full force. My husband keeps me in check pretty well, but he goes out of town often and I revert…

A better scale, protein powders (one bottle at home, one at work, one in the car, lol) Subscription to Muscle and Fitness: Hers, which is my go-to mag.

Fantastic. I couldn't have said it better myself!

I am angry that people abuse my friendship in that way. I go out of my way for people and they always step all over me.

Jumping jacks always warm me up pretty quick before I head out.

Does Zombieland count as a comedy???? cause it's the greatest movie ever.

I live in Mississippi, the state with the highest rate of obesity. I see tons of people with their carts packed high, sometimes they have two carts because the processed food boxes take up so much space. (One time I saw a cart with ALL meat. No veggies or fruit or anything. I was hoping it was for a party.) I see people…

The photo of the dress I am going to wear to blow everyone away at the X-Mas party. I tend to go all out when it comes to the party (It's red carpet to me) so I want to look smoking hot. :) I also have a tumblr blog where I reblogged photos of fit people. it reminds me of my goals. :)