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As much as I've denied help I know I need it

It also doesn't help that I feel like I have a fat face and skinny body :(

Nope generally I hate what I look like when someone else takes my photo, I take a lot of pictures because in my mind a day will come I'll take a picture I'm proud of :(

Thank you Mike, It's been a struggle with mental health for awhile now, trying to get past it with help has been difficult in its own, I am lucky enough to have a patient family also who deals with my flare ups. I wish I could see what other people see but I don't and that makes it not as "joyful" as I know I should be. :(

I never once questioned my body before up until the doctor and family started to worry about me, from there my confidence went down with my weight And now i judge myself by the numbers on a scale :(

I don't know why I have let myself get to this point :( and I am not sure if that is even healthy as a weight goal!

Thanks guys! Man I hate glass now lol

I am, again I'm my biggest critique, I'm seeing myself 50 lb bigger then I am

I started at 250 I'm 19 years old and I ate 1.5k calories a day I have lost 100 pounds. your doctor is stupid.

its been a few weeks now and ive gained some weight, I still fit into my size 30 men jeans which is good but I feel like it has gone right back to my face :(

it's hard hard ya know? you work work work work and then someone tells you this this and that is wrong :(

Thanks I'll look into it. and everyone saying about seeking help I have, and It has not done much for me :(

they're from 155-160 most of them at least, I'm around 165-167. I'm not sure how much clothes add onto doctor scales but I swear they make me much more then my scale at home.

I find my mental health went to hell, not sure why seeing as you should be more confident as you lose weight and mine is getting worse.

It sucks because the person I see in the mirror is not the person I see in photos, I find myself looking chubby when I'm not actually.

Thank you for the advice !

Thank you for the help ^^

I'm really not even sure how to find a therapist do I start with a general doctor and he'll send me to someone?

thank you! :)

thank you ^^

thank you so much.

glad you see it as that :P I guess I just want what a lot of other guys my age have which is a really slender face, oh well! :)

than you so much :) a lot of people say they do not see my cheeks as much as I do but I think they're abnormally big for my weight but whatever :P

thank you so much :)

thank you :D

Thank you :)

Thank you so much :)

thank you :P lol

thank you so much :) and yeah I have a bit of a warped img of myself, which is why I take so many photos

thank you :)!