@shanaber how’s Hobbes? I hope it was something benign and didn’t get worse.

RunsOnEspresso wrote: »

@CMorning99 I'd have called the police when he shot the gun off but it is illegal in Arizona to shoot a gun in the air. There was a girl who died years ago from someone shooting their gun in the air from at least a mile away. Bullet came down and hit her.

https://iamphx.wordpress.com/2012/07/02/shannonslaw/

Yep. It is illegal here too.

I don't understand how random weed is worse when legal. Like that *kitten* expensive, I'm not tossing it randomly. Like when it was illegal and tossing it when the police are chasint you? That I get.

Good morning.

Thinking back on it, I probably should have. It is def illegal here. I am going to hope that that was his way of having the final word. I bought some new no trespassing signs with the cali penal code and "under surveillance" on them. There are some on the gate already but they are falling apart. He is dangerous...based off of our interaction he is textbook Grandiose Narcissist, people who are aggressive, dominant, and exaggerate their importance. Interestingly it is actually a mental disorder usually caused by parents or some child experience where the child has felt and convinced themselves they are better than everyone. I find it amusing that all his pompass peacocking is a mental disorder LOL

It has been rough few days for sure. While I was eating dinner grey cat was sitting on the arm of the couch and just opened his mouth and puked. Not uncommon, but something must have gotten in his eye b/c he just wildly started rubbing his bad eye and managed to rupture it again. We made it almost 6 months! I had some of the heavy duty narco that the vet gave us, it expired 9 months ago, but we gave him a shot and it worked like a charm. He passed out. The eye rebounded and he was up this AM. I am sure it hurts like hell though. He still was not keeping food down so I gave him his nausea meds and gabapentin. He still does not feel good.

I spent all day building a PAI profile on PD (pscyho doc). Nothing surprising. But know I know who and what he is and does. He is an ambitious man...as is his wife. Today I told DH I was going to get some work done. Dangerous thing for those things to consume you.

So I have my to do list ready and going to tackling it. Maybe, it is freezing in this office!

I am pretty sure a relative of mine is a covert narcissist. Everything fits. I had to go no contact because my mental health needed it. Once I got so anxious I was sick because of going to see them. Of course, I'm the bad person because I stopped dealing with the *kitten*.

@shanaber I guess an edible makes more sense but again, that *kitten* expensive. If I drop it I'm picking ot back up lol 😆 I can't say I've seen any weed plant or edible when out with Shadow. Last month I saw some needles in a green area in the grass. Shadow was not happy I didn't let her walk in the grass until they were gone.

I have learned I have to keep a close eye on Shadow cuz she will eat anything. She finds everything 🙄

shanaber wrote: »

We have a couple of days of nice/coolish weather before the winds come back again so I want to get out for a run. I should take Hobbes but honestly I am not feeling very comfortable with it. I guess I need to focus on all of the 1000's of runs we have taken when nothing has happened to him vs the 1 that did...

I understand. The pups want out in the front yard to play, but now I am afraid to let them anywhere near the front beds.

RunsOnEspresso wrote: »

It is definitely not that cheap in AZ, southern CA, CO, or NV. I can't speak to elsewhere, as those are the only places we've bought. Are you sure it was an ounce? That sounds more like half a gram or so price. An ounce of weed is easily hundreds of dollars.

oh youre right. it was per gram. See how much I know. ☺️

I have no idea about how pot is sold these days either. I did order some CDB edibles that have very low (essentially no) THC in them. They help with pain and stiffness and are an alternative to taking over the counter meds. I think they are probably easier on my kidneys but I don't use it too often and I cut them in half to last longer because they are so expensive - like $40 for a tiny box of 20. My friend whose son is a grower in OR, recommended them and they do seem to work well.

I still can't figure out what he found and how I didn't see it. I did take him back out today and watched his every move. I am sure he wasn't happy that I kept telling him too 'leave it' every time he even looked like he might lick something or I wasn't sure what was in an area he wanted to sniff.

My entire time with Shadow is basically me saying, leave it, ready? let's go LOL

I don't know why but yesterday I was super tired. I skipped my evening weight lifting and went to bed at like 845.

@CMorning99 I’ve been thinking about what to say to you about your neighbor because I think this is important and I want you to hear me. If you really and truly believe there is any possibility he had anything to do with the death of your mother - if you are not just talking big to make a point about what a jerk he is - then your life is in danger and you should not be playing around. Talk to the police about him shooting at you. Not call 911, call the police department and ask if there is some way you can have a sit down conversation with a police detective, not a regular officer, about what you should do next. It’s important that he doesn’t know you called the police on him, but that a record of your complaint is made. Also, find out the name of the homicide detective in charge of your mother’s case and arrange to have a talk with him, off the record. Homicide detectives are great guys, every one I have ever met (and since my mom is a professional crime writer I have met a few) has been a lovely conscientious person who truly wants the good guys to win. This is not the time to be getting into some kind of ego contest with a guy who might or might not literally KILL PEOPLE.