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I will log today but have been more careful with food and I'm back under 190

Restarting a bit. Got lazy for a bit. Anyhow reintroducING myself. Hi, I'm john and 31. Have a convuluted history with weight and fitness. I was born on the outskirts of Wichita. 1. I now live in the wichita metro area. 2. I lived in a small town with my grandma and uncles after my family's homestead burned down for a…

uff showing a negative net cal so far today.

mother's day- several cheats days in a row... nervous about a psych appt earlier this week. however, it turned out alright whatever I gained would be mostly water, figured out to resync fitbit with this so life is good. did 43 minutes of p90x. I feel like a beached whale from taking the before photos today.

So I used to track everything once upon a time, lost a good deal of weight. Took a nice paying gig (still have it) but didn't keep up the good habits. So I am 20 lbs heavier, recovering from a mania that could have been less severe if I had maintained my sleep schedule, and ready to get my health back. The steps for today…

welcome, good luck!

Wichita, ks

so right now- here in ks- we can legally get married, however the state is has one more pending court case that may they would argue would null and void the ones already done. I'm hopefull and saving up for that ring either way.

way to go!

My partner and I were married through a handfasting 6 years ago. however we are waiting to get married here in Kansas, USA. We are waiting on the 10th circuit to clear things but as far as as circuit goes our state and Oklahoma will be among the last of the 10th circuit. We have a state constitutional ban that also…

my goal for september since I'm coming back from hiatus and have regained a bit of weight from stress and poor diet choices. 1. rejoin the y with minimum of 2 strength sessions and 2 cardio sessions a week 2. restart the tracking 3. eat at home more 4. budgeting.

I think there is a causal relationship- I think we are more prone to suffering Mental Illnesses. My family history left both me and my sister more open to mental illnesses. My sister is straight but has ADHD and copes just fine without meds. Me, I wasn't so lucky. I ended up full onset of bipolar 1 at the age 16 and I…

Our pride here in wichita ks, isn't until sept- it gives the heat a chance a to break. One year the parade was 2-3 miles and and about 105 - 110. The decision to move it a few months down the line was also because we have a local festival and competition between denver, okc, and kc pridefests can be intense. that and our…

the youngest I dated was 3 years younger than I was. he was 18 or 19. I've been seeing my current husband for 8 years and at first it was first for us because I wasn't ready to grow up and be mature. It took me about 4 years to be ready to settle down. So yeah he had to put up with a lot... anyone else would have been done…

piercings- just two lobe piercings, my industrial closed. tats. first one is upper right arm, has a thunderbird, pipe, 7 pointed star, the angry sun from mexico 5 feathers with cherokee colors. the next one I had done is chest piece. open shears under a skull with mohawk. wahl clippers with cord trailing off down my arm…

I am currently hitting a bit of an anorexic relapse- so the weight is coming off (just a smidge too fast)... I suspect it's because I'm having to adjust for a new job with new hours, that and I am fairly stressed right now.

hold a sec here's one for p90x http://p90xcalories.com/ but generally for the things like p90x or insanity, they recomend a heart rate monitor. I've heard polar makes good ones.

For 2014, my goals will be simple. Continue the life transformation I started a couple years back. What this means for me is eating better or even just eating, working out consistently, finish my eastern war dance regalia, grow my clientele as a hair stylist. other things I'd like to do, get fit enough I'm comfortable…

Gender: Two spirit. Not quite trans, I have the right body, but I am not full male nor full female. I perform activities from both genders if you have to break it down into the normative (European) binary and I'd rather not as those aren't my values. I am working to redevelop pre-contact values. Yes my tribe originally…

To know my story you need some backstory. I was first born male with one sister on a family farm. I was raised with the belief that I would continue my family's legacy ie have biokids to continue the name. I am part cherokee descendant and hispanic. From the hispanic I get small town catholicism. At about age 11 or 12 I…

When I restart my fitness aspirations, I tend to aim for 2-3 sets and higher reps(12-15) with good resistance. I try not to be too light, but I recognize that I lost so much and need to put some muscle back on; my thought on the matter is that I am going to up my weight and do about 8 -10 reps first 4 weeks all over body…

Sure, I'll take more friends. a quick bit about me, I'm a two spirit cherokee descendant.

arsenic and old lace was a fun one, I helped one of the actors prepare for his part. I tend to like comedies though but if it's catchy enough life is good. another one I was fond of was wicked.

size 30 regular rise slim fit pants- and some nice small dress shirts. currently at about 31 on the regular rise and dress shirts are more comfy at a medium right now.

yes, usually when my underlying condition is manic.

Focus on what you have control over- yourself. You are worth it. Perhaps traveling in different circles might help. Just please don't let it eat you- I didn't have many cases of people wanting to date me untill I was 21 with full blown anorexia. Now I don't care as much and people hit on me and I'm completely oblivious or…

October 2006, at the local renfaire. We were introduced by a mutual friend- I had like 3 people hit on me that day. Anyway, I was manic but had managed to figure out that a relationship with him would last longer through our conversations. He was dressed casual and I was wearing my hair long, eye makeup and my goth attire.…

My biggest challenge is managing 2 official diagnosis and a hidden anorexic streak. I am bipolar 1 with psychotic tendencies and also have Generalized anxiety. I don't take a lot of meds but I struggle sometimes to remember to take them . I had early onset at 14 - full blown psychosis at 16... enough paranioa to keep me…

Friday the 13th June 2009. My husband and I had a little ceremony that cost us probably 200 dollars. Some friends, fire and booze. Very pagan, a good friend blessed us with an interesting life. The second gay wedding was 2010, the at the time president of pride and his boyfriend (they split up earlier this year). My…

My SO encourages me to be active, smoke less and eat better. He encourages me to do it for me, partly cause he grew tired of my whining and also because he wants me to be happy. Another part was the health complications from my family, diabetes and cancer. We go for bike rides together, used to try and do p90x together. He…