daniellethesheep Member

I hit my lowest weight this year so far of 149.5 (down from 165ish). Then ruined it by eating almost 8000 calories. I'm such a *kitten* up.

Bad day for me. 10 fig new tows, 13 larabars, 6 or so clif bars, on top of breakfast and lunch. Disgusting. Up 10 lbs from this morning. And I have a job interview tomorrow.

I got down to 156 but I ate a whole box of cereal last night and I'm up to 159.2. Idk I'm glad it was "only" a box of cereal but it took forever for me to lose that weight. I'm hoping to be below 155 by the end of the month, which still may be possible if this is just water weight.

@ab6046 that's really rough and I'm really sorry. Definitely try to stay hydrated. And don't forget, you're graduating! So congrats! Try not to let how much you're struggling take away from the event! You can get back on track. If you want to talk or vent or need support, feel free to message me.

I had really bad binges the past two days. Finals are over and I'm staying at school to work for the summer and I feel really anxious. I had lost about 6 pounds but no I gained back 8. Perfect. I'm thinking of dropping super low for calories since I'm barely even working out and once I'm over 2000 for the day, it usually…

160.9 Two bad binge days but I'm done with school now so hopefully that will alleviate some stress. It's absolutely terrifying how much my weight fluctuates. I was over 170 and under 160 within three days.

Yeah. I've done it a few times and gained over 10 (real) pounds each time.

Ate fairly okay for the rest of the day. Around where maintainence was when I was working out so definitely too much for now. Weighted myself and I'm now up 10 lbs from Monday. Perfect

I upped my calories before the marathon, then stopped working out but am still aiming for the same amount. It just sucks because with the new higher goal, one binge outs me into weight gain calories for the week.

Binged last night after a near perfect day. Came back to my room after studying til midnight, ate a whole jar of PB and 3 Greek yogurts. Up seven pounds and I feel absolute disgusting. Still having urges even though there's no food in my room. I haven't stopped thinking about it all day and I just want to rip my skin off.…

Today's goals: I already binged this morning...I hate waking up and still having super strong urges from the previous night. Two huge bowls of cereal and half a jar of Nutella before I put soap in in and threw it out. Disgusting. Yesterday was my third day of 5000 total. Weighed myself and took my measurements and I'm…

For this week: Get back to working out 2+ hours a day Don't eat candy Don't keep food in my dorm room

157.6 Goal for next Saturday: 155 Long time no post for me. Ran the Boston marathon on Monday in 3:55 after a week off to try and fix my shins. Great race, amazing crowds, super hot. Looking at pictures from the race was kind of a bummer, considering I'm 30 lbs heavier than I was when I qualified. It sucks that thinking…

Yeah I've been there before too and I liked it better than where I am now...my hair still falls out now. At least when I weighed less I could run without any issues.

Weighed in at 156.3 Saturday and 161 today (after two days of binging). Didn't like what I saw so I binged again. Disgusted with myself. Whatever. In a week I can just stop exercising and drop the calories super super low or fast or whatever. I don't even care

@ab6046 thanks! Yeah I guess that's a good point. It's one week from tomorrow. I'm super anxious about it which is causing some pretty strong urges but I feel motivated to not binge and screw with my stomach this close to the race.

I made it 3 days and then kind of binged yesterday. I'm not sure whether or no it was a real binge..I was about 1200 over what my goal was but there was no point that I actually was "binging" I was just kind of snacking all day.

I had 4 good days last week and then had 5 bad days in a row. Up 13 pounds from Saturday which is absolutely disgusting. I've said it before but I'll say it again now, I just can't keep food in my dorm. I'd be better off skipping meals than keeping stuff in my room

I lost the 13 last week (that I had gained the previous week) as I've yesterday. I ruined it last night/today and I am wayyyyy up again. Perfect.

I haven't been on in a while. I'll just summarize the past week. Huge binge last Friday night, which was a poor decision since I had my longest most important training run Saturday morning. It ended up being really good though (I guess all the extra carbs are good for something ;) ) I was up like 9 pounds by Sunday and had…

Yeah I agree, I have gone up 12+ pounds throughout the course of the day (this is pretty typical for any binge days)

I didn't weigh myself this week. I had 4 binge days and ate poorly on the other days. Really disappointed in myself.

I woke up and as soon as I started working out I just had to stop. I was in so much pain and super dizzy. So I'm taking today off I guess. My legs reall really hurt and with 3 weeks to go til my marathon, it's not worth it. It just gives me extra anxiety not working out. This is the first time i ever did that (literally…

Currently halfway through a box of peanut butter Cheerios but other than that I jut ate 2 clif bars and 3 packets of almond butter.

@sloth3toes yeah they're absolutely related! 3+ hour workouts nearly every day do a wonder on your appetite, even if you eat perfectly. Also I feel like I use my workouts as a reason to justify eating more (aka binging 99% of the time). Working out hard usually makes my appetite go down immediately after. But about 12…

This binge eating has actually pushed me away from religion. I begged God for help so many times and I know nothing can help me at this point...I just feel like no one is listening. I totally recognize it as gluttony also, which is why I don't go to communion anymore on the rare occasions I go to church

Nothing works for me. I'm really interested to see what others have to say. I live in a dorm, which is bad because once I start to binge I will literally finish everything in my room. It doesn't matter what it is (fruit, Greek yogurt, healthy cereal, etc. the only foods I don't binge on are unflavored oatmeal and whey…

Another *kitten* day for me. Up 12 pounds from Friday. I didn't think it was possible to hate myself any more but I just keep feeling lower and lower.

Idk I feel like it's certainly not worth celebrating because I ate so much more than usual. I would have been better off binging more days for less calories

Bad day for me today. Ended my week (Monday-Sunday) with 2 binge days, instead of 3-5 which is usually where I'm at. My non binge days I ate more than I usually do and today was REALLY bad so I probably gained. This sucks