Last 20 pounds after losing 180 pounds

Im interested in some feedback....my story is 6 years ago I weighed 380 pounds...I have eaten clean and exercised 4-5 times a week for the last 4 years....eating 1800 cals and zigzagging, not eating any exercise calories back and lost the weight. A year ago I got to my current weight but stalled with my losses and only started losing again when i was eating 1200-1500 calories. I did lose 20 more pounds but did seem to start a binge cycle and have since put on that 20 pounds. I had a DEXA in April, they told me my ideal weight is 20 pounds below were i am now and have a body fat percentage of 26.7%. My lean mass is quite high. At the time i weighed 87 kilos and 64.9kilos of this was lean mass. They believe i have at least 10 pounds of excess skin. So...I really still would like to lose this last 20 pounds, altho a lot of people (friends, family etc) think I am fine where I am. I tried EM2WL and was eatiing 2363 and maintained at that calorie range, when I cut back to 1800-2000 I still seemed to maintain. Whilst I am eating 1500 cals at the moment...I am not really satisfied hunger wise. I am not currently eating my exercise calories and know if I do the losses would stop. So i guess I would love to know (especially anyone who has lost such a big amount of weight taking into account i will never truly be happy as i will always have excess skin - and i am NOT going to have skin surgery) I guess Id love opinions would you still struggle thru and try to get to that point? I am not so focused on my scales as much as i want to look as toned as possible taking into account the skin issues. I would like to drop down maybe one size all over. I dont want to kill myself doing this but I also want to be realistic and be somewhere were I can maintain. Also....I roughly burn 4000+ calories a week


Thanks in advance