Back on the wagon...

So it's been 9 months since I was last on MFP (as of a few days ago). With all the changes in my life in the last year, I really fell off the wagon. I didn't gain all my weight back, but I did gain enough back to be pretty disappointed in myself. I am really trying to find a positive outlook on everything, but its difficult. I reset my goals under settings and realized that it totally reset my tracker and all the weight I did lose. It made me sad, because I didn't gain all my weight back, but now its at a big fat 0! It gave me a little bit of motivation because I want to see the tracker move like it did months ago. Also, now that I'm back... a lot of my friends on here either stopped using MFP or deleted me due to not being on for so long. I added a few back, but I am definitely looking for some friends and motivational support. That was one of my biggest problems - a total lack of motivation. I want to do this for me, and I don't want to ever let life situations hamper my goals. I'm just disappointed in myself that I let that happen. I want to really buckle down and be back and better than ever. If any of you are professional nutritionists, weight loss experts, etc... private message me. I really want my goals to be realistic. And I want to be honest. If you'd like, I would love for you guys to add me as a friend. I am always the kind of person who is a cheerleader for others, but have a hard time doing it for myself. If you want to know more about me, read my bio on my page, or shoot me an message in my inbox. I wish you the best of luck with your journey, and I hope to gain some friends and support now that I'm back on MFP. xoxo Jacklyn