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Hello, my name is Kate. I was on this site for a while then i quit but now im back.. At the time I didnt really like this site but Now that i think about it,,, it does help. So, anyways I am 22 yrs old and i started out at 280 lbs.. now im down to 250 but i still have 50 more to go or maybe even more. I just dont like what i see when i look into the mirror. It not sexy or even flattering at all to look at myself and see all this weight hanging onto me... i do work alot but that is no excuse to let myself go... i have alot of family and friends whom are pushing me and helping my get there.. its just takes time and effort... before i just didnt have the courage to push myself into losing weight but now that i opened my eyes and reall see myself i am shocked and angry to see myself and wonder how can my husband love me... but he loves me for who i am not bec of what i look like... I want him to see a sexy pretty person... im just scared that if i continue to go the way im going i may not have him in my life or that i may not be here any longer. My life is a risk bec i could one day have a hreat attack and knowing that i am hurting my family like that kills me inside and i no longer will look back... I am focused on my future and make them proud... thanks for reading and i hope that i can have frinds join my on my journey to a happier healtier life...