Lapbanders?

I've been banded 2 weeks as of exactly right now! Things are good, I go tomorrow for my surgery follow up to see how things hae healed. Started at the gym yesterday and very much in the mood for REAL chewable food! I am though fearful of real food as I don't want to mess up. I am trying so hard, doing everything I need to, I just want to stay focused as much as I can and when I start to think about things in a negative way or about food as I had before I try to think to the day of my surgery and the struggle to walk around that day and it helps me refocus! Please add me if you are looking for others.... sites like these do make a difference and recording my food intake is a big part of my hopeful success!