too young to be this old.....

I'm having a hard time reaching out and sending friend requests. This is such a sensitive thing for me, as I write this I can feel the anxiety over it....omgoodness...I'm 31, married with 2 kids. I've battled my weight for most of my life, but I've hit a new high at 220 and I NEED HELP. Fad diets don't work...I always gain it back. A lifestyle change is what I need. And some new friends along the way would be nice.