Help Needed, 35lb to loose and need motivation

Hi, I am looking for some help, Ive been on here for nearly a year but only really use the app on my iphone, so cant check the message board regularly, so looking for someone who cant help by commenting on the summary page.
Ive been on and off and keep loosing and gaining the same 5lb! I want to shift it all for good.
I know alot about neutrition and fitness just hopeless at taking my own advice! New idea and motivation welcome! I enjoy the gym when there but find excuses not to go!
Looking for freind that will motivate and keep me going! And I will help too.

Good luck to all!

Gillian xxx