Back at it

Hi All.
I'm back on the wagon after gaining back 30 of the 45 lbs I lost several years ago (using mycaloriecounter - at least I think that was the name). I had maintained the 45 lb loss until a year ago or so, then, ka-bam, since then I've been spiraling out of control with my eating. I'm guessing this was my reaction to some life decisions that were not mine, but affected me forever. I'm still dealing with all the crap, but can't keep doing what I've been doing to myself, so I'm back trying to make healthy decisions I can live with for the rest of my life.
I'm sure I'll be needing a kick in the rear from time to time (maybe often) and will be willing to do the same in return.