Need support/ more friends on here =)

Hi everyone.... my name is Mimi and i lost 38 pds and at my half way mark. The problem for me is that i'm really sad even though i should be happy, but i'm not.... i did the weight lost for all the wrong reasons in the end. i just need some motivation and more friends to help me continue to push this weight lost bc now i wanna do it for all the right reasons.... but i'm stuck in a rut.... anyone wanna be my friend on here ?