friends?

Not sure what they are here? Would love to have some, but how??? every time I make a couple they drop me. I AM not on every day, I suck at this sometimes, just seeing the same face makes me feel encouraged. I would do anything for any one. I am still learning, and have my own mountain to climb. I understand if you have a friend for months that never speaks to let them go, but 2 days to respond!!! Crap. I am not a stalker and I don't want any. Is there any nice understanding encouraging people who would like to be a part of this with me?? Or is it all just a game. I have not deleted any of my now 18 friends because they may need me some time. I am about to go be awesome on my own, because I know I can be. I thought this was a great place to find others.

P.S. I do post and never go more than three days without responding to a message plus, I am a nurse so it will be late...Cant MFP at work..."sorry you died Mr Jones I had an angry friend"...Geeeze