Back and Gettin' Busy

I am back now that I got a replacement charger for my fitbit. I definitely need support and motivation. I have some big goals (you can see them on my profile). I am in a competition right now, and I would love to be able to stick to it. Right now, I have lost more weight than I have at anytime since graduating high school. I have often stopped trying right where I am right now. I want to push past my own barriers and get to my first mini goal, which is 15 lbs away right now. Once I hit that, then it is on to the next one, which is dropping another 30. When I hit that second goal, I will be the lightest I have been since high school. And if I hit my goal, I will weigh less than I ever have since hitting puberty. As a teen, I danced three hours a day, but I did not try to tone or lose weight. I did not think about it at all. I want to find out just what I can do with this body of mine. How tones I can get it, and what my true ideal weight is for me. I am going for a certain look, not a size or a number.