Figured I'd crawl out of my little hole and post something

So yeah, I've been perusing the forums for a bit and decided why not I'll finally post something though I am dreadfully loathe to do so (seriously, public speaking and to a lesser extent new situations *cough posting on what's essentially a weight loss/ fitness forum cough* are not exactly my cup of tea ). Basically I started this a while ago and lost track of everything (major life change and blah blah blah I could make excuses but that doesn't really help now does it) and decided its certainly time for perhaps a change so once again I've returned with a (hopeful >.>) vengeance. I'm an almost 30 year old guy who has always been, to put it delicately, "fluffy" as far as I can remember. I've not had all that much in the way of self confidence and what not so anything I've tried usually failed in about a month (again, my fault, not making any excuses because that's quasi pointless). Anyway, I need to do something, if not for my future help, my own outlook on life, then certainly because dang it I'm tired of shopping big and tall (Seriously, have you ever seen the inside of those stores the selection is kinda dreadful its either business, business casual, or full on I'm putting on this t-shirt because I obviously don't care). Anyway I figured I'd post something since I've been casual glancing at the look how much I've lost threads and may be more motivated then ever to try to lose as much as possible and figured I'd say hello since I'm in your forums... reading your posts mucking about the place (yes I'm a bit of a nerd if you haven't caught the references).

Soooo yeah, umm hi .