New and looking for serious individuals!

Well...plain and simple...Here I am again. New to MFP but here again meaning up in weight after I had reached my goal a little over 3 years ago. Long story short is all my life I have been overweight. Made fun of and pushed aside...I reached my highest weight of 175lbs my junior year in high school. YIKES! After a heartbreaking event I finally looked myself in the eye and said "Kell you are all you will ever have, no one or anything is ever guarenteed!" From that day on yes I had ups and downs, but I learned, I gained knowledge...Finally at the age of 22 I reached and passed my goal weight of 125lbs. I actually was at 115lbs! The picture in my profile is me at 123lbs (I remember weighing myself that morning haha) I was absolutely unstoppable at the weight! Totally confident, healthy, comfortable with myself but...I let myself go due to emotions of hard times and laziness. Now nearly 150lbs I once again slapped myself and said "ENOUGH!" I know what I want, I know how to get it, and I know whats needed to keep it...I am determined and refocused but most important willing to accept the fact that this IS a lifestyle not just a temporary thing. If I could eat 10 cookies and stay the same weight great, if I neverrrrr had to look at calories/fat or exercise WONDERFUL! Buttttttttt I cant and never will be that. I am ready to get this party started so LETSSSS GOOOOOO!! Its here and now!!

Looking for individuals who will motivate and be there for my as I want to for them...More then just that but with the diary being posted I want someone who will give me ideas on how I may be able to do better, after all its a constant learning process...I need people who will want to be there for me each day like I will and want to be there for others to keep us going strong! Whos in?!?!!?