Finding My Way Back to Loving Myself!!

MindOverMatter
MindOverMatter Posts: 168 Member
edited September 21 in Motivation and Support
Over the last few months I have experienced what it is like to fall off the wagon...just when you think you can handle it all a whirlwind of emotions sweep in and knock you to the ground! I am trying so hard to pick my self back up and recover. This is the hardest challenge of my life!!! I will make no excuses but there has to be a way to care enough about myself to not sabbotage myself when I am feeling down! It hurts even more when you take a few steps backward... (8 lbs) I'm still working as hard as I can to take care of me and put myself first before any and everything. I will live the life I deserve!!! I will not beat myself up over this but the time is NOW...I am the only person holding myself back!! I get so close and to being under 200 and then screw everything up...I am letting go of the anger but I'm pissed!! Sorry peeps needed to let that out!!

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  • surlydave
    surlydave Posts: 512 Member
    If you know the secret to letting go of that anger, let me know will ya? :wink:
  • :drinker: congrats for taking the stand!

    xoxo,
    nikki

    ***142 pounds down and counting:bigsmile: !!!!!!!!!****
  • MindOverMatter
    MindOverMatter Posts: 168 Member
    LOL! I certainly do not know the secret but I know that anger definitely is the surface emotion and not the root! I have found the root of my anger and I am trying my hardest to deal with that!!

    @ Nikki-Thank you :)
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