INCREASED CALORIES: PLEASE HELP

Hi

Like most of us I have been trying to loss weight my whole life. Problem is a few years ago I set out to lose some of the 100kg I pilled on after leaving high school and I did. It took me five years to lose 35kg. I was so happy I actually lost another 3kg after that and stayed there for a couple of years, however after a few stressful events in life I took it too far gave myself an ED, I have slowly come back from that, but I just cant seem to get back to that happy place of feeling comfortable and not worry so much when it flucuates.

So I start at MFP last year in June before my wedding in November and I did get to my goal weight of 65kg for the best day of my life. however since then I have come and gone between 65-67kg. My husband and I are heading to the USA in August for a month(delayed honeymoon) and I cant wait, but would love to lose another 5-6kg before heading away.

In the last 2 weeks I have upped calories on the advice and research of other MFP members and in the 1st week it was fantastic and I lost 0.5kg, but today im right back where I started.(67.1kg) and really gutted.

Im 5ft 5in, 33yrs and do 1hr -1.5hr of exercise 5-6 days a week. a combination of : xtrainer/bike/rower/skipping/walking and a few body weight exercises every second day.

I love the thought of being able to eat more, but should I still be leaving some kind of deficit?
My other problem is I can get quite obessive over the exercise and don't want to go on holiday feeling like I NEED to do and 1.5hr everyday.

My calories are set to 1360 by MFP, but with the added exercise they are well over 2000. My diet is not perfect, but I do keep within calorie goal and macros etc.

also I drink lots of water, with excercise and I work in busy cafe/pizzeria.


Any advice would be good, just want to lose weight, have a life and feel human.