Looking for healthy lifestyle support friend :D

Hiya everyone! My names Rebecca and I'm new to MFP! Let me tell you about myself..

I am eighteen years old and I am currently recovering from bulimia which I suffered for years and I cam very confused, self concious and I have gained a lot of weight. For years I kept my weight very low by eating next to nothing and purging it, it was a horrible time and now I am trying to lead a healthy lifestyle. Thing is my cravings are going wild and I am binging like crazy and have rapidly gained weight and I feel so horrible because my clothes don't fit and my body is wobbly and flabby. Not just normal wobbly and flabby but hanging out of my clothes sort of thing. I don't feel very good I need help to lose this weight and keep it off and eventually get to the stage where I don't need to count calories and have just trained myself to eat normally again. I envy people who are able to listen to what their bodies need but I find it hard to know what's hunger and what's cravings although Ill be beginning to work with a dietician in the next few weeks. If anyone would like to contact me and help me achieve my goals I would love that! I feel that I need all the support I can get because I just want to feel happy They do say it's easier with friends and I'd be more than happy to support and encourage someone to help achieve their goals and also become a happier, more confident person

Sorry for the huge post by the way
If anyone is interested let me know and we can exchange email and the support shall begin!
Thanks for reading guys
R