Need 100% dedicated friends

I have been going at this for as far back as I can remember and Im to the point that im sick of failing. I need friends that are 100% dedicated to this that are willing to help me out everyday. I need people who will flat out tell me the truth no matter how brutal it is. Look at what I eat everyday and tell me to change things or try something different. Suggestions are always awesome. I cant do this on my own no matter how hard I try. Please come help me out! I dont want just anyone, I want those of you that will be there for me everyday.

Im tired of looking like this huge ugly blimp that I am. For once I would love to look in the mirror and be proud of the changes Im making to my body.