Craving--Round two.

That &%")(*^^^ cupcake.... It was at me again today... This time... I knew I was tired I knew I was looking for comfort.... But oh I wanted it..... So I was walking the streets of Blackrock...Ireland that is.... Posting signs for weekend grand opening.. Pushed the thought away.... and rationalized it as long as possible.... Finally The fight was on.... I walked into Insomnia..... Looked the lady in the eye and ordered the chocolate cupcake with butter cream frosting and a flake on top... What was I doing??? am I mad ,,... Am I crazy?.... No I am going to settle this once and for all. I walked out... took the cupcake out of the bag...I looked at the pretty white icing... It looked lovely... and inving... then......I took a bite of the icing... Waiting for the feeling of calm... warmth love... soothing... Hmmm Not there. ... Nice... but... did I really feel better?... NOpe am still tired... and I still have more work to do.... Did I feel comforted? No I actually felt a little uneasy. Okay maybe the cake that is what I need... I peeled down the cake paper... and took a bite... Hmmmm Once again I waited to be flooded with all the warm fuzzies I could handle.... How's that.?.. Okay... But no big deal.... It's cake.... Just to be sure I took a very small taste of the icing again..One last chance it had... one final possibility to give me all the love and comfort I neede....... . Nope this is really satisfying nothing.... It tastes ok... but is not really doing any blessed thing for all the tiredness and need for comfort..... Then I decided right NOW YOU KNOW MARY...A CUPCAKE SOLVES NOTHING.....So I wadded it up in the paper and threw it into the trash.... The Next time the silly craving comes my way I have ammo.... I can look it in the eye and say. HUH>>> Been there Done that ,,, Not doing it again.... Knowledge is Power. And sometimes you have to look in its frosty eye, confront it.... and WIN>>>>>>>> Trucking on Girls.... Success sometimes Rocky But always Successful.