don't be scared of change (pics)

So yes I know I posted a few days ago lol. but I found some older pics and made a collage of them and someone who saw them said I should post them on here. so here they are!

First I want to say that change scared the heck out of me! I get very comfortable and so anything to disturb that throws me off and makes me feel very anxious. This was especially true with weight loss!

I was worried about failing, I was "comfortable" where I was at, I knew how to be over weight that was easy, eat whatever I want in large amounts and sit around all day watching TV . I was very unhappy though, always depressed and hated going out cause I was scared people were staring at me. I also had a problem dressing for my weight (as you will soon see....) now I know some people will cream me for saying that or have their own 2 cents about it, but I honestly feel that any person needs to dress in proper sizes, lol I did not! even the skinnest people can have a "muffin" top if they wear clothes two sizes too small!

Now with all that said, I finally had enough and made a change, I started eating healthier stopped eating 4000-5000 calories a day (okay maybe not everyday, but on some days yes it would be close to that!). and I got my butt in gear and started working out!

It wasn't easy and even a year later its all not habit yet, but I push forward and I haven't given up on myself! I have so much more confidence, im so much happier and out going, change saved my life! and I have definitely started doing more things to change me then I ever thought I would, I am a much better person, wife and mother then I ever was before! and guess what! change is not as scary as I thought it would be!

okay and now the pics lol