Hello...

Hey all! My name is Kaaryn. I joined MFP a while ago, but just did not take it seriously. I would enter things periodically and just not log in for weeks or months at a time. I decided that I need to take my health more serious. I am desperately overweight. I feel like my husband isn't attracted to me anymore, even though I was very heavy when we met and got married and I also feel like everyday activities are just harder for me to do. I want to be someone that I can be proud of. Someone that can be beautiful inside and out, and I just don't feel that I can be that person at my current weight. I need help, I need someone to hold me accountable and to help me along the way. I mess up, I stumble, and I get so discouraged. I have been overweight my whole life, and I am tired of it. I need to take a step in the right direction.