Just a young girl trying to lose weight.

Hello myfitnesspal, my name is Jessica but you can call me Jessie or jess. I'm just a young girl who really is tired being fat. I'm tired of being the fat girl out of all of my friends and most of my family. I want to become the person I want to be, a outgoing, sweet kind,friendly, funny girl but my weight holds me back a lot in my life . I'm really scared that if I don't lose the weight I will get sick or have to have someone else take care of me and I will have a hard time walking and doing stuff most people should be able to do. I don't have to have heart or blood pressure problems. I don't want to have l diabetes and heart disease. Also having problems with my joints, breathing, sleep, mood, and energy levels. I want to be able to run and walk without stopping. I want to be able to look in the mirror and see how beautiful I am. I don't want people to look at me and say oh you have such a pretty face you just need to lose the weight, I am tired of being fat. I hate how I can't find cute clothes to wear. My mom is my biggest hero in my life she lose so much weight and I am so happy to have her in my life and to help me but I know if I want to lose the weight I have to really want to and I have to be more serious about my exercise and food. I can't cheat cause I am only cheating myself and hurting myself. My weight right now is 225 but my goal weight is 140. i know it's not going to be easy but I can't wait to see what I look like in the end. Feel free to add me if you want. I love having people giving me advice and I love supporting people and i love having people support me .